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29th May 2010

Breakfast wif bie :( Imissyou sugarpie, I feel like Im waiting for something that isn't going to happen

I'm heart sick, heal me :(

BIE

=(

25th May 2010

Meet b kt salam, makan2, jmpa izzat, still sedeh, hmm =(
Hugshugs

ILY :(

Don't forget I still love you every day we're apart
Someone else will be kissing me but you'll still be in my heart

Don't forget I still love you when his arms hold me tight
Just remember that I still care though I'm not with you tonight

When I told you I loved you I promised I'd be true
And I'll keep that promise my whole life through

I could never forget you and how our love used to be
Goodbye my darlin' and don't forget you can always come back to me

I could never forget you and how our love used to be...

Because of You! =(

I… still… can’t… get over you
I never forget…
Boy I never forget…. boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

BECAUSE OF YOU-AFTER SCHOOL

24th May 2010

THE END OF US ='(

YEAY

Exam da abehh, huu korunk baru na start ehh?
Hahah kesiannn :P
Ump, exam me abeh, dye plak start exam
Sobsob, xleh meet lagi, uwaaaa
Mrajuk! Mrajuk! Takpe after spm bnyk time lagi,
Hesh yekea bole smpai spm?

EXAM FEVER IS BACK, FOO

Hah exam week, pergh memang paling benciiii :(
Ta bole meet my boo suda sobsob
Btw, gambateh ne lao gong, huuu
Love chuu~

15th May 2010

Chuu, ape lagi, meet dia lagi la, rindu pokkk ;D
Lepak qb jap, err then g makan, kejap je pn meet,
Tp freaking cutee la dye, well i baru tau dye penah jadi model bfore
Awwhhhh sugoiiii la bieee
My first kiss went a little like this, and twist and twist

14th May 2010

Meet diaaa, but kejap jea, bfore I pegi rumah cousin, haih -_-"
Rinduuuuu

12th May 2010

Hee, meet dia lagi, bayan bay bebeh

2nd MAY 2010

Huu time i senang lenang lepas mandy after balek from bbq tu, lepak2 makan cake la, bukak present la, then kul 2.30 tepat2, ade msg masok, haha bace je bawah ni ekh, awww

B: weyh gemok, haha y pakai celcom?
M: oi pa masalah ang~ haha sapa ni sei?
B: yang antar macek ni balek tad =)
M: ohh izzat bakar yeee, haha p buat kaki lu :P
B: oo minat kt izzat eh? bahayaaaa.
M: ehh then bukan izzat ka? ohh abang bish la neh? sorry lupa mintak num tadXD
B: haaa ta payah kata lupa memang plupa btoi
M: haha manada la serious tlupa, btw duk shisha-ing lagi kea?
B: haa xdah, baru balek from rumah izat, then feel bored tatau na wat ape msg la cik adek ni :)
M: ohh msg wif me time boring ja la? pfft!
B: tada la smpai cmtu, i juz kata lepas boring tp ta la cmt (i dok slindung takan tatau lg, i msg ngan u sbb len tp kata sbb len)
M: haha yoyo-oh je, asyek bkepit ngan izat je
B: yela da tunang dia mesti la haha, y pakai celcm deyy mahaiiii
M: ciss gayness~ ehh celcom la ada X ada style ada sgalanya wakakak :D
B: haha salah ka gayness? bahaha ada x ada gila dan selebihnya la youuu ^^

then kitorunk msg till 4am, pergh ngantok bagai. so dye call i malu kot na angkat wahahha biase la budk cute kn malu seiii i na sembang, hesh
so cite laen kali okie!

BIRTHDAYYYY!

juf and aixad jerjer ;3

again :P

smayang

hensem la konon, p buat gigi lu XD

at last!

gayyy, izat and bish XD

sayang budak baju pink tuuu :P

bad :)

andy penat haha :D

Haha so bile i and lala balek tngok dapur da ade, dorunk kate izzat bakar pnye, idk him la. thanks anyway haha. So dorunk started to masak la, i dok je la bukak2 bihun, g suro dorunk beli ice cube, air sume cos xckup, aduyt. then i makan bihun 1st la, i g duduk sorunk2, then izat pggil
Izat: Oi gemok, mkan bnyk xajak
Me: Wehh kuangjaq, manada makan je la, adeh lapar neh
Izat: Budk gemok memg ah cmtu

Bish ade sbelah i that time, i xkenal pn dye haha. Then dye kate

Bish: Kenapa pggel dia gemok izat?
Izat: Ang xtngok dia ni gemok! haha
Bish: Xde la biasa je, chubby sket. Cute
Me: Haa dgr tu izat member ang pn kata aku cute, ang sorunk ja xkata cmtu
Izat: Haa gemok tu chubby la, ang pa tau
Me: Xpasai2 tukaq cita plak
Bish: Tadi ni la kn yg ade kt qb td? Huu
Me: Aah yela me la time tu bz sket na jmpe kawan

Bish gelak je, ahah comelllll

Then i skip la eh ta larat suda na cite panjang2 haha then yaya balek, lala pn da balek jugk, i saje je acah dye
Me: Ehh bish kasi respond la kt aku, aku ngurat ekh
Lala: Ikot ang la diniy oi, ang da besaq, aku ada boyf laen la
Me: Hahah touchng lebeh makcek nih, sepak kang aku xkacau la. No worries. Balek elok2. Jar kau nnt aku simpan.

At last tggal me and fath jea, fath gitau muka izzat bakar tu cute la, adehhh kau pulak fath ayoyo~
Gi balek la da lewat kul 11.30 da ni, haah then fath balek skali ngan safwan naek keta huu byebye thanks dtg chuu~
Then tggal la me sorang jea girl, burn,ayen, izzat bakar, izat, bish, john, shapix, nash, boan tu ja
adoiii kena mgemas la, guys g buang arang pe tah kt laut, me and nash kemas sket, then bish dtg,

Bish: Air mane? haus la duhh
Me: Err da elek! -_-"
Bish: Lerr kejam gile xtggal kt i
Me: Bkn i la prabeh tu mangkuk2 tu pnya keja perot tong. Tlong la kemas, aduhh i sorunk2 ni
Bish: Yela2.

Then budk laki sume kate
BUFDAY GIRL WAJIB KENA BALING DLM LAUT. pergh korunk jgn tawu la korunk penah wat tu suma bfore this but hell no tanakkkkk! i kate

Me: Xpee, abang bish ade na protect aku, bluerk
Ayen: Nnt skali ngan bish2 aku baling ke dlm, haaa
Bish gelak je, ciss

Dorunk na g shisha, so i kate i na ikottt, then izat ta kasi, jahat tau mamat ni. haih. dia kate takyah2 pmpuan p balek rumah awai, jgn nak mgade. HESH yela2 aku balek la. jahat btoi.

Then na balek, barang blambak gilaaa, naseb i sleep kt umah dkt ngan qb, adeh. So satu2 moto pgg barang la haha ape lagi, bish paling terok kena bawak periuk. haha sorry seii ^^
Then i tatau na naek ngan sape plak moto, ade lebeh kurang 8moto la, pergh dashat na g convoi g umah aku neh, haih. na naek ngan andy kesian plak dia da bawak dapur, i jalan2 i maen naek ja skali izzat bakar pnya moto! haha da la kaki dye injured baru lepas excident
dorunk kate

Izat: Haa aku bitau awek ang izzat, jaga ang haha
Izzat Bakar: Hahah mrepek, diniy, kaki kami xbtoi lagi ni, jatoh karang!
Me: Alaa xpe bawak je diam2
Izzat Bakar: Okok jangan dok keloloh sngt


Haha then sampai kt umah na naek lift but barang bapak bnyk. Ajak la bish dtg teman bawak periuk ni haha then time dye na amek periuk. burn kate

Burn: Bishh, if and syg aku ang jgn p bish
Bish: Hahah apa ni
Burn: Haha cepat bish ang syg aku ke diniy
Bish: Aku tngh2, dlm dilemma ni hahah

Then bish jalan je ikot lift tuh xckp pape pn, burn kalah wek wek. Then dorunk pekena i lagi tau, jahat sgguh dorunk smbunyi handbag then kata i tlpa amek time kt beach td, uwaa i gabra la yg bish da tggu i kt lift da, at last baru dorunk kasi haish memaen yehh korunk!

Dalam lift, bish senyum jela, then i kate la
Me: Eee mucux! (sebenarnye xbusuk pn saje je :P)
Bish: Yela dari pagi tau, mau xbusuk, siap tlong budk tu buat keje lagi
Me: Haha gedix XD

Then sampai depan umah, dye kate
Bish: K see u lagi
Me: Aah okie bro hehe

Kitorunk high5 je la, then i tgok dye turun sampai bawak, then say byebye kt kawan2 yg ade kt bawah sume, jeles pokk xdpt pegi shisha ngan dorunk. haih! izat kedekut tau! Balek makan cake secret recipe shamel kasi tadi hahah yummie

THANKS TO YANG DATANG MKAY? GILE APPRECIATE AND TA SANGKA KORUNK SANGGUP SEI ULANG SANE ULANG SINI JUST FOR ME, BAK KATE AIXAD : SAYANG PNYA PASAI. hahah

BIRTHDAY! HOHO

Hee, pagi ptg siang ptg jugk hahah ramai je fun nyanyi lagu la texting la, yang xkenal2 pn nak gak tak pasal2 haha btw thank youuuu

So happy bufday la kn to me, harhar korunk ta wish pn! Mrajuk! Haiz. Hahah nvm so I gile excited bout tonight la ape lagi, i da invited sorta la kawan2 from school and other school jugk, huu. I semangat je dtg awal kt queensbay haha, 7pm i da turun sane suda my dad antar, then meet up pika, haha bawak ayam g qb, dashaatttt :P memang malu killer ah dye suro i tggu dgn dye skali. Haha tera kitorunk na tggu other friends abeh tuition lagi sume memang 7.30 la nmpk gayenye. Aduit. Then i bawak kuar ah barang2 sume from car. Then otw na g dkt pika i jumpe 4guys, and one of them muke cm familiar jeh. Dye pn tngok2 i cm kenal je. Tp muke cute la, cm chinese. Chuu. Adui. Then i smpai je kt pika dye kate

Pika: Tu la bish, baju pink, haha izzat bakar jalan cm cacat!
Me: Ohh okayyy tu ka yang lala duk minat lebeh tu? HAHA
Pika: Yolah

Then i cm pening gila cos orang duk pggil adek baju hijau, adek baju hijau na num ape tah muke da c penyangak, hadoi. Then zack called. dye nyanyi lagu bfday! Hahah gila gelak bagai i kt tngh2 qb tu wakakak. Dye ckp sorry cos ta dpt dtg sbb dye baru balek from amazing race ape tah. So well okay, satu vvip suda ta datang, Adeh. Then andy, burn, bad, efan and the gangs datang. Haa lambat betol korunk. Adui. Dah g jadi runner kejap antar barang ni sume. Then andy kate la

Andy: Today aku na bawak bfday girl, org len xleh naek!
Me: Wehh bawak pika ah first gi sane, aku wait here dgn dorunk yang laen
Andy: Takmau la, berat moto!
Pika: Wehh diniy jgn dok wat aku cmneh (takot)
Me: Burn, antar jap dia kt sana. Adui
Bad: Haha kalau dia naek moto burn sure nampak mcm adek kakak!

haha siakk mentang2 la dorunk coklat, jahat korunk. burn blah cmtu je, kdekut doe na bawak pika! adehh. then andy la g send dye. so i tggu je la dgn efan kt situ, bad sume g bawak barang haha. penat gila. and lama gila tggu. sembang2 ngan dorunk ape cer la then efan introduce kawan2 dye kt me, dorunk malu2 jeh haha cm ape je jgn la malu kt i, i lagi la malu wakakak

Then andy dtg balek, dia bawak me g sane, then i cakap la kt dye agak2 cukup ke ta makanan, lampu sume bawak tak, fire starter izzat beli ke tak, haha mcm2 ah.
Then da sampai sane roger kawan2 yang laen, pergh perit jugk menunggu. then time na set up barang2 sume tnye la andy mana dapur sei? andy kata, laaa kn andy da gtau ta bawak, xdpt msg ka apa.
PERGH dashat ta bawk dapur, tp ade ayam, wakakak. bodoh je. Then calling sorang2, aizat, izzat, juf, john, syapix, nashriq, sumaa la blambak kot xlarat na type hehe. Dorunk pn da otw da so same2 la pening pale na wat cmne kn wahahah. Pika 9pm da na kena balek adoyt anak mak sgguh la budk neh haih. Then lala, yay, shira, fath suma da dtg, kitorunk je girls pn, other 20 peoples boy je hahah gilagila sgguh. Ksian sei dorunk bpeluh2 call orang sane call orang sini. Dorunk rush g cari dapur sane sini adoi i cm rase bsalah plak. Hesh but wht cn i do la. Aduyt. Then juf datang wif kawan dye, baju pink. time tu pn gelap2 so i xnmpk sngt. but last2 i noticed dia la BISYRI! yang baju pink td! Haih lala sonok lebeh la nnt. haha. so da kul 9 kena antar pika balek g qb, sorry babe u xsmpat na makan ayam yg kitorunk same2 buat. aduyt. naek moto 3org skali haha then time na antar tu nmpk bisyri lagi kt parking moto qb, then i kata kt lala

Me: Weh bish weh, kasi kt aku la, cuteeee
Lala: Hang ni jelat tau, suma ang nak wakakak
Me: Hahah xde la lawak je la, and minat kt dia gila2 ka
Lala: Xdak la minat biasa2 ja pn

girls xckup lagi 2orang, hoho

01052010

Yeah today is my birthday, after balek from pika house, i online kejap, check birthday wishes, memang la bnyk, msg lagi lah blambak, tak tlayan sgale num xkenal pn send haha tah pape je. but dye antar kt i late, hmm =( around 1.20 baru dye sent kt ym, haih nvm la as long as you remember suda, i memang tatau la why i minat dye, da la stay jauh, bnyk masalh sgguh aih, i reject bnyk org sbb dye je, hesh lagipn dye bkn serious with me, as a friend je pn but i still wanted to be with him. Aduyt. Then kitorunk chatting la till late, dye kate na masok dlm dunie i and i masok dlm dunie dye. So dye asked me la cite ape dye minat, kasi dye layan jugk, then i suggest kt dye muvie japan yang agak lame la gak, koizora. Hee i suke haruma miura dlm toh cos gile style. Moreover muvie tu sedeh harok pnye.

Then dye pn sugget muvie radit love jani for me, indonesian muvie. Haha gile rockstar laki bini ni, but ending dye sedeh la just like koizora, sobsob. same2 la kitorunk nanges pagi2 bute tu =(

BBQ part 2

Haha then barang2 suma we all da drop down, then friday night bfore my birthday tu kitorunk meet up kt umah pika, haha wait lala and yaya balek tuition, i rase cm na sleep je da la ade atas katil then penat baru balek tuition. Haih. Then 8.00 baru dorunk smpai, grr lembap! Yaya pulak g smayang haha lawak sgguh that time boyf dye call, then I picked up la, dye bole plak gelak2 time smayang, haha gile mcm antalogi kerusi sebutir pasir di kaki, xkhusyuk solat! Wakaka kitorunk je paham lawak kitorunk harhar. Then tngok mtv kejap gelak2 baru g TESCO cari ayam lar, daging lar, sos, mayo, barbeque sos, hotdog, fries, cordial, bihun, paper plate segale, i bknnye tawu pn pilih menda2 tuh suma, kitorunk maen hembus je haha buat kpale tawu! XD Siap bawak calculator pok, haa pnya pelanggan bijak la katekn hoho. Lawak bagai la time tu dgn jalan merepek, org pn gelak je tngok! haha. Then tngok jam da pkol 9.30 pergh kang ta sempat na buang lemak ayam uh, jum gerak balek, time na bayar tu cashier tu gatal lebeh kot tnye macam2, so i malas na sound cos dpn kawan2 then i senyum je la layan pale je la ape dye tnye. Hahah then kitorunk perot tong ni suma rasa lapar, singgah la khaleel kt down floor melantak smpai lebam la, haih. 10 suda. Weh seriously makan cepat la karang na g wat keje nih. Then tlupe na amek helmet plak kt atas, mcm bongek lala g sorunk2 g amek, then kitorunk tggu kt parking moto je lah. Huu. After 10min, lembap gila dia g amek seii, dye dtg then gitau kt kitorunk,

Lala: Wey, aku jumpa bisyri and izat td kt tesco, gila handsome bish aku toh, huu =)
then i saje la kasi dye panas sket kate

Me: Mana weh mana? tu abang bish aku la(act ta kenal pn that guy haha)
Lala: Eh tlong sket kami da msg da kot, msg kadang2 je la
Me: Alaa tggu je la later aku msg wif him everday! Jejeje :P

Balek apartmen pika, ape lagi perot da kenyang buat keje lah. Haha wtf this is the first and the last time Im doing that stuff, grr gile xleh blah bau ayam toh~ Hadoi mcm mane la org leh niaga ayam everyday kt market toh, haih. Gila sweaty buat menda tu, hahah memang la comot pn, xleh nak kata apa dah haha. Then around 11 cmtu finish buat keja tu suma, well rempah2 dye sume pn da tarok then wait je la 1hari, my dad amek i around 11.30 then balek umah on facebook! haha gile besttt la babe, tired with my ayam's and i love my friends too much la ^^

BBQ part 1

So I rase cm na wat BBQ for friends plak this time
Last year da celeb kt club kn, so this year more relax sket kite chill out kt beach okie?
Hahah, so about bbq ni memang budk2 school I pro lah, every months dorunk buat. Haih tak boring2 btol lah :D
Then I and kawan2 I suma g la interview dorunk mintak tlong buat bbq fr my bufday. Haha. Dorunk sure2 da on dah, then gitau barang pe na bawak suma ape la ape la. I kalut2 tules. Hahah ngengg sgguh. I've no nothing bout making this thang laaa. Haiz.
Lgpn dorunk pn cm semangat lebeh je na buat ni suma especially the girls la, so I mcm okayy fine I'll support la this time suma barang2, makan, menom korunk, but this time je oke! Hahah

WishList

I tanak banyak this year, i just na :
1. Dpt result gempak fer SPM! ^__^
2. Become more cuter! Haha mrepek jehh
3. Na ade boyfie mcm leehongki or david henrie! ;3

Thats all thanxiee