Cos I love you

She yells because she cares; she cries because she’s frustrated. She randomly smiles because she’s thinking of you, even if you’re already there. She scrunches her face because she’s about to explode, not because she’s constipated. She hits you because she wants to touch you. She stares at you because she’s infatuated. She calls every half hour because she misses you. She lectures you because she’s boss, not mom. She kisses you because she just wants to. She asks you questions because she’s curious, not to be annoying. She wants to know where you are to be with you. She calls just to hear your voice. She walks beside you to hold your hand. She sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. She stands in front of you because she wants a hug. Just face it boy; she’s in love with you.

A liar,

Sometimes people tell you they care. Sometimes people tell you they love you. Sometimes people say they want you. Sometimes people say they will catch you when you fall. Sometimes people say they will never leave you. Sometimes people say they will never hurt you. Sometimes people say they would die for you. Sometimes people say that you are worth it. Sometimes people say it’s going to be okay. Sometimes people say that you are the one sight they never tire of. And sometimes people lie.

Long Long Storyy

HE BROKE UP WITH YOU, RIGHT? AFTER TELLING YOU HE LOVED YOU AND CALLING YOU PET NAMES LIKE BABY AND CUTIE? YEAH, I KNOW HE LAVISHED YOU IN COMPLIMENTS, ONLY TO PUT HIMSELF DOWN SO YOU WOULD STROKE HIS FAKE LOW EGO. DID HE TELL YOU THAT YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL? I BET HE PROMISED YOU A PERSONALIZED SONG. OR MAYBE HE’D ALWAYS MENTION HOW HE WAS LYING IN BED AND WISHED YOU WERE THERE. HE DRAGGED “I LOVE YOU” OUT OF YOU, DIDN’T HE? YEAH, DON’T DENY IT. HE WOULD TALK TO YOU LAST THING AT NIGHT AND FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. HE CONSTANTLY MENTIONED LOSING SLEEP OVER YOU, EVERY NIGHT, BUT WE BOTH KNOW HE SLEPT LIKE A ROCK. HE MADE YOU LOVE PICTURES THAT WERE JUST SORT OF “BLEH” BEFORE. DID YOU DELETE THOSE PICTURES AFTER HE BROKE YOUR HEART? YEAH, ME TOO. ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS HATE HIM NOW, DON’T THEY? REMEMBER HOW HAPPY THEY WERE FOR YOU? THEY WARNED YOU. JUST REMEMBER, IT’S OKAY TO CRY. AND REFERRING TO HIM AS “ASSHOLE” IS PERFECTLY EXPECTED. BECAUSE, TRUST ME, YOU’LL END UP TALKING ABOUT HIM JUST AS OFTEN, IF NOT MORE, THAN BEFORE THE BREAK UP. THERE WILL BE THE “ONE TIME”S AND THE “I REMEMBER”S, AND ONCE YOU THINK YOU’RE OVER HIM, WATCH OUT. YOU BETTER KEEP YOUR EYES CLOSED IN THE HALLWAYS, BECAUSE I PROMISE YOU, THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE HIM, HE’LL BE ALL OVER SOME OTHER GIRL. A LITTLE PART OF YOU WILL WANT TO WARN HER, BUT NOBODY WILL BLAME YOU FOR HATING HER AND FOR BLAMING HER FOR YOUR PAIN. YEAH, YOU’LL COMPARE ALL GUYS TO HIM, BECAUSE ASIDE FROM THE MAN-WHORISH, HEART-BREAKER THING, HE WAS PERFECT. HE WAS EVERYTHING YOU HAD EVER WANTED. OR MAYBE YOU MADE THAT UP. MAYBE, THE SECOND HE STARTED TO SHOW INTEREST, YOU MADE UP THIS PERFECT GUY IN YOUR HEAD, AND HE JUST HAPPENED TO BE JUST LIKE HIM. LISTEN, YOU WILL FIND THE PERFECT GUY FOR YOU JUST LIKE EVERYBODY SAYS YOU WILL, AND IT WILL BE SOON. OKAY, SO I DIDN’T BELIEVE IT EITHER, BUT I’M STARTING TO.THE MOST IMPORTANT THING THOUGH IS DON’T LET HIM KNOW HE HURT YOU. DON’T LET HIM KNOW HE COULD HAVE YOU BACK IN A HEARTBEAT. DON’T GIVE HIM THAT SATISFACTION. MAKE HIM THINK YOU’RE COMPLETELY HAPPY. WHEN HE DECIDES TO WAVE AT YOU LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED, WAVE BACK, SURE. BUT DON’T SMILE. MAKE HIM THINK HE MEANT AS LITTLE TO YOU, AS YOU OBVIOUSLY MEANT TO HIM.

Her ;

SHE’S THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO RESPONDS TO GUYS WHO SMILE AT HER BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE FRIENDLY. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO STARES HARD AT THE BOARD WHEN SHE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT THE TEACHER IS TEACHING. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO ACTS LIKE A KID BECAUSE SHE MISSES HER CHILDHOOD. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRLS WHO RATHER GETS HURT BY TRUTHS THAN LIES. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO WISHES FOR GOOD THINGS FOR PEOPLE SHE LOVES. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO STAY LOYAL TO ONE GUY WHEN SHE LEARNS HOW TO LOVE. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO HOLD ON TO MEMORIES EVEN IF IT HURTS. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL I AM.

Forever.

THE TRUTH IS I STILL CARE AND ALWAYS WILL. I’M NOT THE TYPE OF GIRL TO LET PEOPLE WALK OUT OF MY LIFE AND PRETEND THAT THEY DON’T MATTER ANYMORE. I MAY NOT LIKE THAT PERSON ANYMORE OR TALK TO HIM OR HER BUT, I STILL CARE. I’M ALWAYS GOING TO THINK BACK TO MY LIFE AND SAY I WONDERED WHAT HAPPENED TO SO AND SO. I HOPE THEY’RE ALL RIGHT. I WILL ACTUALLY MEAN IT. THAT IS THE TYPE OF PERSON I AM. ONCE YOU’RE IN MY HEART, YOU’RE THERE FOREVER.

GRR

I hate it when people always says ‘move on’ or ‘forget him’ everytime I told them something bad happened between me and him. Its not easy to move on with life or forget someone, especially when you love him.

Sorry

I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I’m sorry if I come off as annoying.I’m sorry if you don’t wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I’m sorry if I think about you too much and too often. I’m sorry if I say things I don’t really mean. I’m sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don’t really care. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingly, but its just me missing you.

Girls

We’re girls, we get jealous, we will hate that mother fucker who spams your facebook, we tend to assume things, our imaginations go wild. Every second you take to reply, thousands of things goes through our heads ; who you talking to? Is it that mother fucker bitch? We start assuming, and this is when we get insecure. But then.. we’ll try comfort ourselves, we’ll think back to our conversations and make ourself believe you ain’t that type of guy. So don’t disappoint us.

Little F,

You were my best friend, and yes I do miss that. But you are one of the most hypocritical people I know, the most mean spirited person I’ve ever met, the person who makes the dumbest decisions, the girl who could care less if someone tried to help her, and the person who has to always be right. All I want to know, is who’s the BITCH who ate my best friend? You’ve changed so much that I stopped trying.

Why am I?

Why do I love you? Because you’re you. Because I like you more than I like anyone else. Differently than I like anyone else. Because of the way you make me feel. Honestly I don’t really know the answer. But please know that I love you without restriction, trust you without fear, want you without demand, accept you for who you are, and I really thank God that I found you. It’s strange, it’s love.

Lies

THEY SAY ONE OF MY BIGGEST MISTAKES WAS LOVING HIM TOO MUCH , THAT UP TO NOW , A PART OF ME STILL CAN’T MOVE ON . I AGREE , BUT SOMETIMES , WHEN I LOOK AT THE SKY , I CLOSE MY EYES AS I REMEMBER HOW GOOD HE MADE ME FEEL BEFORE, I CAN FEEL IN MY HEART THAT SOMEHOW HE’S WORTH IT . HE’S WORTH OF EVERY TEARS , EVERY PAIN , EVERY SECOND OF WAITING.

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I ALWAYS WONDER, AM I BEAUTIFUL IN ANYONE’S EYES? AM I THEIR “PERFECT” GIRL? DO THEIR HEARTS BEAT FASTER WHENEVER I’M AROUND THEM? AM I THEIR INSPIRATION? THE GIRL THEY’LL LOOK UP TO? DO THEY EVER WISH I WAS THEIR GIRLFRIEND? OR MAYBE EVEN THEIR FRIEND? THE ONE THEY WISH THEY HAD A SECOND CHANCE WITH? OR MAYBE EVEN JUST ONE CHANCE? THE GIRL THEY THINK BEFORE THEY SLEEP? OR MAYBE I’M JUST ANOTHER GIRL IN THEIR EYES. NOTHING SPECIAL AT ALL.

Hmph =(

THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS TEXT HER, OR MESSAGE HER. GIVE HER A SIGN THAT YOU STILL CARE. BUT WAIT, YOU’RE PROBABLY ALREADY BUSY WITH THE OTHER GIRLS. TALKING, CHILLING, HAVING FUN WITH THE OTHER GIRLS. SO, NAH, SHE’S ONLY ONE OF MANY GIRLS. WHAT MAKES HER ANY DIFFERENT? YEAH, YOU WOULDN’T KNOW. SO WHY BOTHER RIGHT?

I Dont Expect

I’M NOT A COMPLICATED GIRLFRIEND. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO TEXT ME 24/7. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO CALL ME EVERYDAY. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO PUT ME IN FRONT OF YOUR BOYS. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO DITCH ALL YOUR GIRL BEST FRIENDS FOR ME. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO SURPRISE ME WITH ROSES. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO BUY ME THE WORLD ON MY BIRTHDAY. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO ALWAYS AGREE WITH WHAT I SAY. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO PAY FOR EVERYTHING. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO GO OUT OF YOUR WAY AND BUY ALL THE THINGS THAT I MENTION I WANTED. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO PUT ME OVER YOUR FAMILY. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO BRAG ABOUT ME TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS.I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO BELIEVE I’M THE BEST GIRLFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO STOP CHECKING OUT OTHER GIRLS. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO NEVER MENTION A HOT GIRL IN FRONT OF ME. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO ALREADY KNOW WHAT I WANT. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO NEVER BE MAD AT ME. I JUST EXPECT YOU TO BE TRUSTWORTHY, TO TRUST ME, TO NEVER TAKE ME FOR GRANTED LIKE I WON’T TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED, TO ALWAYS BE REAL WITH ME, TO KEEP EQUALITY BETWEEN US, AND TO LOVE ME. THAT’S ALL.

So trueeee :)

Girls became bitches, because of guys who were assholes. But, those guys became assholes, because of girls who were bitches. It’s a never ending cycle. The world is full of bitches and assholes. So girls, stop being bitches, and guys, stop being assholes.

Jogging

Dengan alia lagi, hehe tapi xkurus2 jugk, tsktsk :( Sbb pe? Sbb jogging tiputipu, jogging kejap, behtu makan je yg lebeh, wakakaka.

Kt timesquare, muka ngantok sbb bangun awai, buat bnda bodoh

Nites Sugarpie :)

Girl: Babe I dont think I can sleep.

Boy: Why baby?

Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.

Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.

Girl: Sounds perfect.

Girl: *snores*

Boy: Babe?

Girl: *snores*

Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I don't give a fuck. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.

=))

Boy: baby, when we grow up, promise me you'll stay with me.

Girl: okay, i will, baby.

Boy: tell me you wouldnt go with another boy.

Girl: i wont go with another boy, baby.

Boy: promise me?

Girl: i promise.

Boy: promise me you'll marry me and never divorce me. cause you know im hot- tempered.

Girl: i know you are. but i promise that i'll never leave you.

Boy: pinky promise?

Girl: pinky promise :)

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Every single day i’m afraid he’ll meet a new girl who will be prettier, smarter, funnier, or sweeter than me. It’s not that i’m afraid he’ll leave, but i’m afraid he’ll be in love with her while he’s still with me.

Take Note

Not all hot girls are bitches, not all virgins are prude, not all non virgins are sluts, not all guys are horn dogs, not all guys are jerks, not every girl has drama, not every girl strives to be skinny, not every guy strives to have abs, not every person wants to be perfect, and NOT EVERYONE IS THE SAME.

Thee :D

Boy: Why wont you go out with him?

Girl: Because i don't know if i like him that way yet.

Boy: What do you mean?

Girl: Well i don't get butterflies when i see him.

Boy: Oh when do you get butterflies.

Girl: With someone else.

Boy: Like who.

Girl: He wouldn't ever go out with me.

Boy: Who?

Girl: You?

Boy: What?

Girl: Nothing i have to go.

Boy: No tell me.

Girl: I like you. You are all i think about. When i see you i get butterflies. When i am not with you i cry. When i talk to you i never want to stop. I love you.

Boy: Oh

Boy: I like you. When other guys talk to you it kills me. When you walk past me my heart skips a beat. When i am not with you i don't want to live. I love you too.