いらしゃいます!

Boyfriend,

2011-02-19T02:43:00.000-08:00

Thanks for willing to put up with the attitude of my sister who is always troubling you. I always believe in the sincerity of your love to me. I have you alone now. No one who knows what my feelings at this time. Thanks for willingness to sacrifice for me. I know how far you commute to the Tanjung Bungah to my home. And always there with me during difficult and happy times. Thanks for willing to spend the money for my sake and in accordance with the requirements of this I'm a bit picky. I love you. Thanks for this 7months again. :)

Sister,

2011-02-19T02:27:00.000-08:00

We've been through so much time together. Yet I am your secret keeper. Would you. Please. Give me. Some space. To enjoy my fucking eighteen years old life? I dont hate you, but Im just dissapointed. Just bcos Im here with you all the times, hears your story like 24/7, cover you up with your problems, it doesnt mean that you can take me for granted. Please sis, Im 18, and I didnt said that Im old enough, but I knew my limits. Life is getting fucked. Dont complicate my life with your rules. Im sick of it. I dont want much. Just a little space. Not much as you get from Mama and Abah, just gimme some time to spend with my boyf, best corni, and feel like a 18 y.o bitch. I dont know whats going on earth right now. The older I am, the rules is more increasingly strict regulations that you do. and Im uber do not like it. What do you feel when you used to go out so late at night, going to the club every night and have fun with your friends but it was controlled by a man named sister now? Omg only god knows how suffer am I right now. I hate my life at this moment.

THE HARDEST PART OF A BREAK UP ARE

2010-11-09T05:46:00.000-08:00

Changing ‘baby’ on my phone back to your real name

Hearing certain songs that remind me of you

Changing ‘in a relationship’ back to single

Looking through old memories

Hearing your name

Not getting goodmorning texts from you

No more late night conversations

Having someone to call mine

No more ‘I love you more’ fights

Telling people what happened -___-

Trying to forget and let go.

A year without rain

2010-11-04T20:53:00.000-07:00

I spend my mondays wondering where did I go wrong. Tuesdays wishing that I could turn back time. Wednesdays hoping that you’ll come back to me. Thursdays realizing all the shits you’ve put me through. Fridays being mad and cursing you. Saturdays pretending that everythings okay & it’s time to move on. Sundays breaking down because it is IMPOSSIBLE to live without you. && Then, it’s monday all over again.

Cos I love you

2010-10-31T06:40:00.003-07:00

She yells because she cares; she cries because she’s frustrated. She randomly smiles because she’s thinking of you, even if you’re already there. She scrunches her face because she’s about to explode, not because she’s constipated. She hits you because she wants to touch you. She stares at you because she’s infatuated. She calls every half hour because she misses you. She lectures you because she’s boss, not mom. She kisses you because she just wants to. She asks you questions because she’s curious, not to be annoying. She wants to know where you are to be with you. She calls just to hear your voice. She walks beside you to hold your hand. She sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. She stands in front of you because she wants a hug. Just face it boy; she’s in love with you.

A liar,

2010-10-31T06:37:00.001-07:00

Sometimes people tell you they care. Sometimes people tell you they love you. Sometimes people say they want you. Sometimes people say they will catch you when you fall. Sometimes people say they will never leave you. Sometimes people say they will never hurt you. Sometimes people say they would die for you. Sometimes people say that you are worth it. Sometimes people say it’s going to be okay. Sometimes people say that you are the one sight they never tire of. And sometimes people lie.

Long Long Storyy

2010-10-31T06:34:00.002-07:00

HE BROKE UP WITH YOU, RIGHT? AFTER TELLING YOU HE LOVED YOU AND CALLING YOU PET NAMES LIKE BABY AND CUTIE? YEAH, I KNOW HE LAVISHED YOU IN COMPLIMENTS, ONLY TO PUT HIMSELF DOWN SO YOU WOULD STROKE HIS FAKE LOW EGO. DID HE TELL YOU THAT YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL? I BET HE PROMISED YOU A PERSONALIZED SONG. OR MAYBE HE’D ALWAYS MENTION HOW HE WAS LYING IN BED AND WISHED YOU WERE THERE. HE DRAGGED “I LOVE YOU” OUT OF YOU, DIDN’T HE? YEAH, DON’T DENY IT. HE WOULD TALK TO YOU LAST THING AT NIGHT AND FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. HE CONSTANTLY MENTIONED LOSING SLEEP OVER YOU, EVERY NIGHT, BUT WE BOTH KNOW HE SLEPT LIKE A ROCK. HE MADE YOU LOVE PICTURES THAT WERE JUST SORT OF “BLEH” BEFORE. DID YOU DELETE THOSE PICTURES AFTER HE BROKE YOUR HEART? YEAH, ME TOO. ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS HATE HIM NOW, DON’T THEY? REMEMBER HOW HAPPY THEY WERE FOR YOU? THEY WARNED YOU. JUST REMEMBER, IT’S OKAY TO CRY. AND REFERRING TO HIM AS “ASSHOLE” IS PERFECTLY EXPECTED. BECAUSE, TRUST ME, YOU’LL END UP TALKING ABOUT HIM JUST AS OFTEN, IF NOT MORE, THAN BEFORE THE BREAK UP. THERE WILL BE THE “ONE TIME”S AND THE “I REMEMBER”S, AND ONCE YOU THINK YOU’RE OVER HIM, WATCH OUT. YOU BETTER KEEP YOUR EYES CLOSED IN THE HALLWAYS, BECAUSE I PROMISE YOU, THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE HIM, HE’LL BE ALL OVER SOME OTHER GIRL. A LITTLE PART OF YOU WILL WANT TO WARN HER, BUT NOBODY WILL BLAME YOU FOR HATING HER AND FOR BLAMING HER FOR YOUR PAIN. YEAH, YOU’LL COMPARE ALL GUYS TO HIM, BECAUSE ASIDE FROM THE MAN-WHORISH, HEART-BREAKER THING, HE WAS PERFECT. HE WAS EVERYTHING YOU HAD EVER WANTED. OR MAYBE YOU MADE THAT UP. MAYBE, THE SECOND HE STARTED TO SHOW INTEREST, YOU MADE UP THIS PERFECT GUY IN YOUR HEAD, AND HE JUST HAPPENED TO BE JUST LIKE HIM. LISTEN, YOU WILL FIND THE PERFECT GUY FOR YOU JUST LIKE EVERYBODY SAYS YOU WILL, AND IT WILL BE SOON. OKAY, SO I DIDN’T BELIEVE IT EITHER, BUT I’M STARTING TO.THE MOST IMPORTANT THING THOUGH IS DON’T LET HIM KNOW HE HURT YOU. DON’T LET HIM KNOW HE COULD HAVE YOU BACK IN A HEARTBEAT. DON’T GIVE HIM THAT SATISFACTION. MAKE HIM THINK YOU’RE COMPLETELY HAPPY. WHEN HE DECIDES TO WAVE AT YOU LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED, WAVE BACK, SURE. BUT DON’T SMILE. MAKE HIM THINK HE MEANT AS LITTLE TO YOU, AS YOU OBVIOUSLY MEANT TO HIM.

Her ;

2010-10-31T05:48:00.003-07:00

SHE’S THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO RESPONDS TO GUYS WHO SMILE AT HER BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE FRIENDLY. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO STARES HARD AT THE BOARD WHEN SHE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT THE TEACHER IS TEACHING. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO ACTS LIKE A KID BECAUSE SHE MISSES HER CHILDHOOD. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRLS WHO RATHER GETS HURT BY TRUTHS THAN LIES. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO WISHES FOR GOOD THINGS FOR PEOPLE SHE LOVES. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO STAY LOYAL TO ONE GUY WHEN SHE LEARNS HOW TO LOVE. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO HOLD ON TO MEMORIES EVEN IF IT HURTS. SHE IS THE TYPE OF GIRL I AM.

Forever.

2010-10-31T05:31:00.000-07:00

THE TRUTH IS I STILL CARE AND ALWAYS WILL. I’M NOT THE TYPE OF GIRL TO LET PEOPLE WALK OUT OF MY LIFE AND PRETEND THAT THEY DON’T MATTER ANYMORE. I MAY NOT LIKE THAT PERSON ANYMORE OR TALK TO HIM OR HER BUT, I STILL CARE. I’M ALWAYS GOING TO THINK BACK TO MY LIFE AND SAY I WONDERED WHAT HAPPENED TO SO AND SO. I HOPE THEY’RE ALL RIGHT. I WILL ACTUALLY MEAN IT. THAT IS THE TYPE OF PERSON I AM. ONCE YOU’RE IN MY HEART, YOU’RE THERE FOREVER.

GRR

2010-10-31T05:28:00.000-07:00

I hate it when people always says ‘move on’ or ‘forget him’ everytime I told them something bad happened between me and him. Its not easy to move on with life or forget someone, especially when you love him.

Sorry

2010-10-31T05:27:00.001-07:00

I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I’m sorry if I come off as annoying.I’m sorry if you don’t wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I’m sorry if I think about you too much and too often. I’m sorry if I say things I don’t really mean. I’m sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don’t really care. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingly, but its just me missing you.

Girls

2010-10-31T05:24:00.001-07:00

We’re girls, we get jealous, we will hate that mother fucker who spams your facebook, we tend to assume things, our imaginations go wild. Every second you take to reply, thousands of things goes through our heads ; who you talking to? Is it that mother fucker bitch? We start assuming, and this is when we get insecure. But then.. we’ll try comfort ourselves, we’ll think back to our conversations and make ourself believe you ain’t that type of guy. So don’t disappoint us.

Little F,

2010-10-31T04:56:00.000-07:00

You were my best friend, and yes I do miss that. But you are one of the most hypocritical people I know, the most mean spirited person I’ve ever met, the person who makes the dumbest decisions, the girl who could care less if someone tried to help her, and the person who has to always be right. All I want to know, is who’s the BITCH who ate my best friend? You’ve changed so much that I stopped trying.

Why am I?

2010-10-31T04:37:00.001-07:00

Why do I love you? Because you’re you. Because I like you more than I like anyone else. Differently than I like anyone else. Because of the way you make me feel. Honestly I don’t really know the answer. But please know that I love you without restriction, trust you without fear, want you without demand, accept you for who you are, and I really thank God that I found you. It’s strange, it’s love.

Lies

2010-10-31T04:35:00.001-07:00

THEY SAY ONE OF MY BIGGEST MISTAKES WAS LOVING HIM TOO MUCH , THAT UP TO NOW , A PART OF ME STILL CAN’T MOVE ON . I AGREE , BUT SOMETIMES , WHEN I LOOK AT THE SKY , I CLOSE MY EYES AS I REMEMBER HOW GOOD HE MADE ME FEEL BEFORE, I CAN FEEL IN MY HEART THAT SOMEHOW HE’S WORTH IT . HE’S WORTH OF EVERY TEARS , EVERY PAIN , EVERY SECOND OF WAITING.

)=

2010-10-31T04:33:00.000-07:00

I ALWAYS WONDER, AM I BEAUTIFUL IN ANYONE’S EYES? AM I THEIR “PERFECT” GIRL? DO THEIR HEARTS BEAT FASTER WHENEVER I’M AROUND THEM? AM I THEIR INSPIRATION? THE GIRL THEY’LL LOOK UP TO? DO THEY EVER WISH I WAS THEIR GIRLFRIEND? OR MAYBE EVEN THEIR FRIEND? THE ONE THEY WISH THEY HAD A SECOND CHANCE WITH? OR MAYBE EVEN JUST ONE CHANCE? THE GIRL THEY THINK BEFORE THEY SLEEP? OR MAYBE I’M JUST ANOTHER GIRL IN THEIR EYES. NOTHING SPECIAL AT ALL.

Hmph =(

2010-10-31T04:28:00.000-07:00

THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS TEXT HER, OR MESSAGE HER. GIVE HER A SIGN THAT YOU STILL CARE. BUT WAIT, YOU’RE PROBABLY ALREADY BUSY WITH THE OTHER GIRLS. TALKING, CHILLING, HAVING FUN WITH THE OTHER GIRLS. SO, NAH, SHE’S ONLY ONE OF MANY GIRLS. WHAT MAKES HER ANY DIFFERENT? YEAH, YOU WOULDN’T KNOW. SO WHY BOTHER RIGHT?

I Dont Expect

2010-10-31T03:58:00.001-07:00

I’M NOT A COMPLICATED GIRLFRIEND. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO TEXT ME 24/7. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO CALL ME EVERYDAY. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO PUT ME IN FRONT OF YOUR BOYS. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO DITCH ALL YOUR GIRL BEST FRIENDS FOR ME. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO SURPRISE ME WITH ROSES. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO BUY ME THE WORLD ON MY BIRTHDAY. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO ALWAYS AGREE WITH WHAT I SAY. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO PAY FOR EVERYTHING. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO GO OUT OF YOUR WAY AND BUY ALL THE THINGS THAT I MENTION I WANTED. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO PUT ME OVER YOUR FAMILY. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO BRAG ABOUT ME TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS.I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO BELIEVE I’M THE BEST GIRLFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO STOP CHECKING OUT OTHER GIRLS. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO NEVER MENTION A HOT GIRL IN FRONT OF ME. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO ALREADY KNOW WHAT I WANT. I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO NEVER BE MAD AT ME. I JUST EXPECT YOU TO BE TRUSTWORTHY, TO TRUST ME, TO NEVER TAKE ME FOR GRANTED LIKE I WON’T TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED, TO ALWAYS BE REAL WITH ME, TO KEEP EQUALITY BETWEEN US, AND TO LOVE ME. THAT’S ALL.

So trueeee :)

2010-10-26T00:26:00.001-07:00

Girls became bitches, because of guys who were assholes. But, those guys became assholes, because of girls who were bitches. It’s a never ending cycle. The world is full of bitches and assholes. So girls, stop being bitches, and guys, stop being assholes.

Jogging

2010-10-25T23:18:00.001-07:00

Dengan alia lagi, hehe tapi xkurus2 jugk, tsktsk :( Sbb pe? Sbb jogging tiputipu, jogging kejap, behtu makan je yg lebeh, wakakaka.

Kt timesquare, muka ngantok sbb bangun awai, buat bnda bodoh

Nites Sugarpie :)

2010-10-25T22:56:00.001-07:00

Girl: Babe I dont think I can sleep.

Boy: Why baby?

Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.

Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.

Girl: Sounds perfect.

Girl: *snores*

Boy: Babe?

Girl: *snores*

Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I don't give a fuck. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.

=))

2010-10-25T22:06:00.000-07:00

Boy: baby, when we grow up, promise me you'll stay with me.

Girl: okay, i will, baby.

Boy: tell me you wouldnt go with another boy.

Girl: i wont go with another boy, baby.

Boy: promise me?

Girl: i promise.

Boy: promise me you'll marry me and never divorce me. cause you know im hot- tempered.

Girl: i know you are. but i promise that i'll never leave you.

Boy: pinky promise?

Girl: pinky promise :)

=/

2010-10-25T21:53:00.000-07:00

Every single day i’m afraid he’ll meet a new girl who will be prettier, smarter, funnier, or sweeter than me. It’s not that i’m afraid he’ll leave, but i’m afraid he’ll be in love with her while he’s still with me.

Take Note

2010-10-25T21:03:00.000-07:00

Not all hot girls are bitches, not all virgins are prude, not all non virgins are sluts, not all guys are horn dogs, not all guys are jerks, not every girl has drama, not every girl strives to be skinny, not every guy strives to have abs, not every person wants to be perfect, and NOT EVERYONE IS THE SAME.

Thee :D

2010-10-25T20:24:00.000-07:00

Boy: Why wont you go out with him?

Girl: Because i don't know if i like him that way yet.

Boy: What do you mean?

Girl: Well i don't get butterflies when i see him.

Boy: Oh when do you get butterflies.

Girl: With someone else.

Boy: Like who.

Girl: He wouldn't ever go out with me.

Boy: Who?

Girl: You?

Boy: What?

Girl: Nothing i have to go.

Boy: No tell me.

Girl: I like you. You are all i think about. When i see you i get butterflies. When i am not with you i cry. When i talk to you i never want to stop. I love you.

Boy: Oh

Boy: I like you. When other guys talk to you it kills me. When you walk past me my heart skips a beat. When i am not with you i don't want to live. I love you too.

Her,

2010-10-25T20:20:00.000-07:00

She’s the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stares hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girls who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stay loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type girl I am.

Boringgggggg

2010-10-16T10:33:00.001-07:00

So well tonite boring gila, dont know what to do. Other than facebook, texting, and snapping pictures =/

Bisyri's

2010-10-11T01:11:00.001-07:00

Kenduri his bro, Muhammad Haris and Zawani kot. Kot laaa -_-" Best sangatttttttttttttttt! Rindu dia balekkkkkkkkkkkk!

I was finally moving on & accepting the fact that you were gone and in-love with another girl. I finally got the chance smile again. to say that Im free from that crazy nightmare. But then, you smiled at me & ruined it all. :(

Me and You

2010-10-11T01:08:00.000-07:00

For the rest of my life.

Kisso

2010-10-11T00:52:00.000-07:00

18th Sept 2010

2010-10-11T00:42:00.001-07:00

Openhouse at Irfan's house. Ngeee. My petbro is so awesome in snapping pictures. Heheh ^^

17th Sept 2010

2010-10-11T00:16:00.000-07:00

Imany BBQ's. I swear, I can find you instantly even you’re in a crowd. Ngeee. Although its been awhile, Im glad that you still havent forgotten me :D

Youu,

2010-10-11T00:11:00.000-07:00

Lepas openhouse tu, kami g la gurney drive sat, ingt nk lepak sana, then tiba2 akmal kata

Akmal : Aku rasa cm ada budk PFS len la kt sini.

Me : Mrapu la hang

Akmal : Hala, mana nk tau bish ada ka kt sini, hehehe

Akmal : Haaa tu bukan dia ka?!

Me : Haaaa? Where got?! *takot

Akmal : Haha tau pn takot, tp rambot cm dia la td, haha

Anip : Ooo kira klau ada org rmbot torres kt situ, kira dia torres la, bodo la hang

Akmal : Takdak la, gaya jalan cm dia ja.

Behtu time lalu sana I saw azfar tngh bawak moto, Anip dari dlm keta dok pggil his name, aiyooo. Then I jumpa PHY803! OHEMGEE you must be kidding me!

Anip : Haa tngok diniy, tu bish kn

Me : Jangan la pggil depa plss :(

Anip : Biaq la, ajak dpa p shisha skali, depa da la teik2 shisha mua, ajak mesti depa mau punya

Me : JANGANLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Luckily kami bawak kreta, so xbleh nak kejar depa guna moto, Fiuhhhh. Klau dia nmpk me dgn depa tu suma mesti dia xsuka pnya. Haish.

Bad's Openhouse

2010-10-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

Sorry takde gambar, but memang besttt gilaaaaa! That night afiq ali, anip and akmal dtg kt my house around 9, lambat betol, da openhouse start awal, hesh. Tp kesian nk marah. Suma da cakap sorry, hehe. Lucky aircond pn deras ja dlm keta, fuh fuhh. ^^ Then anip plak dok wat salah2 jalan, da la rumah bad tu jauhhhh gakkk. Aiyoo dok men2 salah masok ospital la, then patah balek la, apa la, at last 10.30 baru smpai rumah bad. WTH punya lamaaa. Mcm nak p kedah plak dah haha gila btoi suma :P

Sampai umah bad, woah I can see his BMW 5series, estima, but mini cooper takde, aw aww. Sukeeee C; masok dlm salam2 ngan his relatives apa suma, makan makan. Then I met her sister, yg blakon dlm iklan twisties lurve too, nahh ni dia.

Hehe ada 2-3 org ckp my face ngan her sis ada lebeh2 kurang sikit, pergh beza jauh kot, grr toya sungguh. Memang comel la his sis, biasala ada mixed arabian, indonesian, javanese, and apa tah lagi, apa bleh buat. His little sis and brother pn comel gilaaaaa. Geram geram*

So before balek cm nak kantoi da me ngan bad, his sis tnya "Ni kawan bad jugk? Ke someone special ni?"

ALAMAK, JENGJENGJENG

Before balek dpt duet raya, ngeee RM20! Meoww ;3

My BFF has no longer exists

2010-10-10T23:47:00.000-07:00

Its hard to say but, seriously, I hate this part. The friendship that we've been build in 2years really gonna end by this way :(Goodbye, Noor Fathihah Bt Mohd Fauzan.The truth will be revealed soon. Amin.

MEMORIES OF US SINCE 2009 ;

Last words,

Happy Eid Peoples!

2010-10-10T23:43:00.000-07:00

Nahh this eid, nothing much, I luka teruk, gahh =/

And the sweetest thing is he texted me! Yeayyyy! And we're friends again, Ngeee ILOVEYOUUUUU! You really made my day! :D

9th Sept 2010

2010-10-10T23:39:00.001-07:00

Luka teruk. Its sucks, and this is what we called a sacrifices SHEIKH MUHAMMAD BADJENID!

How can a cute kitty turns into an ugly monster? sobsob T.T

The Us

2010-10-10T23:33:00.000-07:00

Having good time shopping for hari raya with Bad, Haikal, Tom and meeting new friends, Fitri! Haha he's so nicee and kinda girly. Ahhhh you know what am I talking about. Hahah break the fast, and went gurney plaza and queensbay buying some clothes, and lepaking at dragon shisha. Getting his ring, Awwwhhh

Jane Long Hair :D

2010-10-10T23:25:00.001-07:00

Heheh, so yeah, I was thinking bout having a short hair since I was broke up with him, and now, yeahh, I dont care what peoples gonna say, some love it and some hate it! Hehe check this out!

BEFORE:

AFTER:

2nd Sept 2010

2010-10-10T23:21:00.000-07:00

Having a really bad dream bout you, tsktsk ;(

MERDEKA'S NIGHT

2010-10-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

Frankly speaking, I hate this merdeka's celebration! I hate 2010's merdekaaaaa! ARGHHHHH! Happy merdeka btw faggots!

ANAEZZZZZ :)

2010-10-10T23:08:00.000-07:00

Meet anaez malam nieee, weee rindu la kat budk gemok tuuu, grr nak jmpa lagiii! Ponteng la kejeee ;(

Miss You

2010-08-27T12:41:00.000-07:00

I miss your hands around my waist,
I miss the way your kisses taste.

I miss your laugh and your childish grin,
I miss the way when we played a game you'd always let me win.

I miss the way you would pick me up because you knew I would put up a fight,
I miss falling asleep in your arms at night.

I miss your cute messages that would make me smile,
I miss just sitting in your truck for awhile.

I miss the way it took forever for me to leave whenever we spent time together,
I miss how we both wanted our time with each other to last forever.

I miss you making fun of me just to make me mad,
I miss the way you could always cheer me up when everything seemed so bad.

I miss our talks late at night even when you were too tired to talk,
I miss the way you'd hold my hand when we would go for a short walk.

I miss cuddling with you and holding each other tight,
I miss how we would always argue about who was right.

I miss how you would cover me up when I was cold,
I miss the feeling your hugs would unfold.

I miss you being there for me whenever I needed you,
I miss just looking into your eyes too.

I miss your lips on mine and your fingers running through my hair,
I miss the way you would always care.

I miss our days and all of the things you would do,
I miss just being there with you.

I miss your voice, your sneakers, and every little thing you do,
But most of all I miss the way I felt when I was with you.

Sorry

2010-08-17T00:37:00.000-07:00

She spent most of that time thinking about every argument they’d had, wishing she could take that back, wishing she could take back every horrible word she ever had said to him. She prayed that he knew her words had only been spoken in anger and that they had not reflected her true feelings.

She tortured herself for the times she acted selfishly, going out with her friends when she was mad at him instead of staying with him. She chastised herself for walking away from him when she should have hugged him, when she held grudges for days instead of forgiving him. She wanted to take back every moment she knew he had been angry with her and hated her.

Then she would fall into dark deep depression; then finally build up the strength to be positive and to snap out of it for a few days. But the tiniest and simplest thing would trigger off her tears again. This was her routine. It was tiring process and most of the time she couldn’t be bothered battling with her mind. It was far stronger than her body.

Friends and family came and went; sometimes helping her with her tears, and sometimes making her laugh. But even in her laughter there was something missing. She never seemed to be truly happy; she just seemed to be passing time just waiting for something else. She was tired of existing; she wanted to live. But whats the point of living when there is no life in it

Go on, stupid

2010-08-16T20:08:00.000-07:00

I dont belong in your precious memory

If I live another life this feelings will be repeated. It is clear now I am no longer waiting, truths are always hurting you but lies is more painful. Things are now very complicated as someone would say, but now I carry on. I wouldn't bare to face it but I have too. Our last breath together just ended, it's a burden as a blink of an eye it just kept coming. I needed you but would you feel the same? I keep on repeating the same phrase but I won't anymore. I'm sorry for those beautiful memories as I am a destroyer. I couldn't take it before but now I'm doing it willingly... Of letting this go. It is not wasted but it's a sacrifice. I wish I could call upon the day we haven't met, but nothing is a regret. Another broken heart has been claimed and zero happiness I've not gain.

Im not okay

2010-08-14T12:59:00.001-07:00

Dont give up, okay?
I know you've been hurt, I know how it feels
Believe me, I do. But the feeling will pass,
The tears will stop falling, your heart will heal itself
I promise you it will, so hold on and dont let go, dont lose hope
I promise you'll find someone who will treat you the right way
The way he never did
Someone who will never ever leave you the way he did
He'll be worth the wait, so hang in there because I love you
And I want you to be happy

Noo you dont know him, there's never was anyone else, I only wanted him :(

(:

2010-08-14T12:55:00.000-07:00

Never lose hope on the person you have chosen to love. If he would be the reason why your heart aches, who cares?! He’d still be the very reason why you heart beats anyway.

15 Ways (:

2010-08-14T12:35:00.000-07:00

TO KEEP THE RELATIONSHIP WORKING

1. Love each other
2. Dont lie
3. Keep communication open
4. Stay sweet
5. When you get hurt just forgive and forget
6. Never talk about break-ups
7. Never say its okay even when its not
8. Forget about 'PRIDE'
9. If you say sorry mean it
10. Dont compare your past with your present
11. Dont talk about your stupid ex's
12. Give and take process
13. Beware of his/her feelings
14. When you had a fight, dont let the day pass
15. Dont be perfect one, be the right one

Dear B,

2010-08-14T12:26:00.000-07:00

There wasnt anything wonderfully amazing bout him, but there was something that

She just couldnt resist

Still

2010-08-14T12:18:00.000-07:00

I had millions of crushes - in fact, every attractive boy I gravitated towards, I wasted my mind on for a minute or two. But you, you were the only one I wasted hours, days, years on.

Its been 2months =')

I can't help myself

2010-08-13T09:29:00.000-07:00

Its been cold summer nights since we drifted apart. Cold summer nights since you walked out that door. Cold summer nights here on my own, ‘cos i miss you baby, i need you here.

The Only Exception

2010-08-13T09:16:00.000-07:00

You may not be his first, his last, or his only. He loved before, he may love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if he can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can :)

Be strong, Diniy

28th July 2010

2010-08-01T13:43:00.000-07:00

Lepak oldtown dgn yaya and pika, Gahh actually ramai yg nak dtg, tp sakit perot la apa la. Hesh macam2 tp kami 3orang pn rancak kot! Hee :D 3orang 1moto! Naseb la bawak malam, if ptg2 sure kena saman dah. Wakakaka gila btoiii. Tp best gila la that night, sukaaaa. xoxo
Photos will be upload soon :)

He knew it

2010-08-01T13:39:00.000-07:00

Hah dia dah tau, I kuar ngan laki sana sini, hmph. I tatau sapa yg buat mulut kt u, but, trust me, I became like this bcos of you, bfore this I dgn u jea. But when u left me all alone, I rasa mcm nak seek of revenge la, then I start layan budk2 ur school suma, lepak mcd ngan diaorang. hesh suma tu sbb you :( I nak u realized I cant live without you, and if I can live without you pn, I dont want too. I nak u ja, I xmau laki laen, Haaaa I tau Im taking advantage kt diaorang, I made them fall for me and playing their hearts, tp I xleh nak buat apa2. Im still stuck on you. Im sorry :(

25th July 2010

2010-08-01T13:36:00.000-07:00

Haha pukul 3am! Bad and efan dgn bad pnya estima dtg! Woahh apa masalah hampa kui 3pagi ajak kuar? Damn aku xsiap pape pn kot! Hesh, and xbleh sneakout la, my bro suma ada XD
So diaorang tggu keras kt luar rumah, haha siap nari2 suma. zzz =.='

Sorry la geng, xbrani la mau kuar, hahah. btw, estima you style gila ;D Tp kenapa xbawak ur BMW? Mesti lagi style, sukeee (><)

Exam Over

2010-08-01T13:31:00.000-07:00

Hah today exam abeh, legaaa. Account mia exam quite tough kot, tsktsk =(
Tapi pape jela janji da abeh, Heheh. So nak celeb, ptg tu I xpegi tuition. zzzz. Pegi swimming! :D
Dgn bad, tom, hussien! Fath xbleh pegi. Ada prob apa ntah. Haish. Swimming kt hydro hotel. Wee bestttt (><) sampai kui 7 pnya duk swimming, haha. Then malam tu tatau na p mana. P khaleel, tggu tom balek rumah antar buku, last2 dia kena tahan ngan mama dia! Xbleh kuar! Bodoh btoi aih, so hussien pegi amek kreta. I ngan bad tggu keras! Haha. 30min baru smpai kreta. So pegi isi minyak, then ingt na p shisha tp da pukoi 11 da, bila shisha mau abeh, lagipn tmorrow skola, kena balek awai, Hesh. So lepak gurney ja, tngok wayang seludup pn xsmpat da. Hahah.

21th July 2010

2010-08-01T13:27:00.000-07:00

Ingt na buat study group ACC dgn my girlss. So okay aritu stayback. Tp tatau na lepak mana. Ingt xmau pegi mcd la, cos mesti I nnt jmpa ramai kawan and xblajar. Hesh. So lepak surau skola suda.Aiyo. But sblm start, kitaorang kluar dlu pegi beli makan, sampai ja moto dpn gate skola, jmpa HIM, dia lalu dpn my school, I pn didnt noticed bout him tp pika yang bgtau, Then pika bawak smpai depan, dia da corner da, tsktsk dua2 xsedar kot that time, kawan I ja mata tajam, Hesh. Takpe la, beli makan, balek skola, makan, thn baru start study acc! 5.30 balek, ingt na pegi swimming dgn bad suma, tp penat pulak, aiyoo next time je la, malam g tuition. Balek kroh kroh ;P Anygays, RINDU YOU LAGIII :)

UK2

2010-08-01T13:20:00.000-07:00

Exam start, gahh whv it is, it reminds me of you. Oh boy how I wish MID-YEAR exam will come back, too much memories.

Malam tu, ada study group ngan bad pfs, tom, haikal, and ada brapa orang lg tatau nama. Hahah. Mula2 bajet study kt dato kramat, tp. dgn ada playground suma. Haha apa lagi I jadi hyper la malam2, telan ecstasy la katakn. So maen la lompat2, tp time xlepas ja kena pggil bad tolong angkat, wakakak :P

Tp dah lama2, suma panas gilaaa, kami g mcd! Amek aircond sket, sambil tu leh makan mcflurry. Haha memang stdy xjadi pn! (Slalu xjadi bkn kali ni ja) then rasa mgantok gila. Balek awai, around 12am da smpai umah, haha esok skola la, tido awal =_='

P/s : Nitesssss B

17th July 2010

2010-08-01T13:12:00.000-07:00

Hmm after tahlil, I cam rasa xsedap ati dah. So I ajak kawan2 I ciao. Cos dia tngok je apa yg I buat, gelak, cuci tgn, pegang baby. Haish and I pretend ja cm sronok tp sedeh gak kt dlm. Isk isk :(

Salam2 ngan mama aizat, ckp byebye suma, then bagi balek baby kt andy. Andy kata
Andy : Alaaa awat bagi kt andy? Bagi la kt orang ni, ayah dia (pointing to Bisyri)
HIM : (tengok ja me)
Me : Haha sudah, amek la, I na balek da, Bbye!

Otw g parking moto, jumpa PHY803. I touch moto tu, mata cm nak nanges da, tp maintain, xnak kasi kawan nmpk. I rinduuu, moto tu bawak kita to many places. T_T

Pegi mutiara heights balek, swimming. Dgn rasa sedeh, tp still senyum lagi. Okay la, I nak jmpa dia everyday, eventho it hurts. Idc! Around 7 balek, then 8 kuar balek, jumpa bad. Hmph but it's kinda hard to go out with someone, when I know, deep down, Im still in love with somebody else.

Tahlil

2010-08-01T12:59:00.000-07:00

Having tahlil at aizat's house. Izat kata dia mau join skali. So I kata la okayy jumpa kt umah aku pukui 11, jgn lmbat, tp as usual, dia lambat, haish. So I suro dia dtg mutiara heights jela, rumah pika. Jumpa kt sana. Time call dia, I cakap la

Me : Wey ada mana ni, lambat dah
HIM : Aah na pegi dah.
Me : Tunggu dekat rumah pika trus la, eish lembap!
HIM : Err okayy

I tau tu suara dia, hmm but tatau la, then I bgtau yaya, dia baru dtg kt rumah na fetch me.
Me : Weh, aku rasa DIA ada jugk kot
Yaya : Why ckp cmtu?
Me : Cos I've felt something wrong somewhere
Yaya : Hah wait and see jela

Gahh, dah kata dah.He's coming! Hmph PHY803. I miss you too much. Brapa lama suda xtngok moto tu, tsktsk =(
Tp diaorang bgtau dia dtg bcos of me, if dia xsayang me fo sho dia xnak tngok my face anymore. Hmm idk :(

But, it seems like he sayang me lagi kot, atas road pn, dia bawak moto sbelah me, then follow blkg I, maybe takot I jatoh moto again ke ape ka bcos lepas break aritu I jatoh moto sket, Uwaaa. And I rinduuu dia gilaaaa. Time makan pn I realized memang dia tngok I. Hmph tp what cn I do. I xbrani nak kata pa2 pn. IMY baobei ;(

15th July 2010

2010-08-01T12:57:00.000-07:00

I still remember last two months memories. :)

Tearsday Tuesday

2010-08-01T12:43:00.000-07:00

Dpt text from you, didnt expect it. Haaaa cepatnya crita u tau =( HIM : Miss me apa, so easy kluar with other guys. Cmtu u kata rindu? Its end already la. Tp pujok pnya pujok last2 im glad la getting to know him back, thee :D Btw petang tu efan dtg kt depan my school, i tnya na pegi mana? dia kata jum p mcd, ramai ada kt sana. So I was like, hah? Dgn school uniform? Err xcomot ka? He said, no la my adek sentiasa comeiii. Puii xpa la, pegi sana, jmpa pit, jamil, akmal, amirul, izhar, azarul, syazwan, kawan2 dia lagi. Ramai kot, xlarat type. Hahah. Full of penang free school pnya budk je lah. Hesh. So I feels awkward cos I sorang ja girl. Zzzzz. And I wish B xde, cos if dia nmpk, sure dia nnt buat muka kt i, jangan la datangggggg =( Lepak2 kejap, then around 4.30 balek rumah, bukak hp, ada text from him, texting kejap, smpai kui 7, g tuition, sambil tuition sambil texting. Cos I miss him so badly. Hmph. Eventho dia da have others, sokay la, I bleh try lagi! :) You said move on, but I dont want you to be gone.T_T

12th July 2010

2010-08-01T12:23:00.000-07:00

Ohh okay so today I ponteng.AGAIN. -_-"
But this time dgn izhar, aw aww budak yg cute and kinda hot kot. Everyones favourite! Haha. 8am I dtg mcd, then da jmpa muka dia, aww malu. Bfore this jmpa, but xpenah tegur, and now kena tegur plak, aiyo takpa I g toilet tuka baju, naek atas, tido kt mcd, aircond dia, pergh nyenyak. I loikeeee :D
Then izhar dtg, nak jugk menyibok, ingt na pegi gurney, redbox seround ke ape ke, tp cm malas plak, lgpn awal lagi, gurney pn blom bukak kot! Hesh
My bro call (bro angkt jugk) , tnya ada ktna, dia mau dtg, nak ponteng jugk! Hahah. I kata la kt mcd, dtg now. Dia dtg, tuka baju. Then beli breakfast kt I, Haa da la mcd breakfast set tu xsedap! Puii kasi kt izhar, abeh makan, maen ngan izhar pnya coffee, haha mentang2 aku menom milo je :P Buat castle la ape la. Hoho comeiii.
Around 10, pit and jamil dtg, weee comeinye pit, agaga. My bro jealous lebeh2 plak, haha.
Dorunk ajak tngok muvie, eclipse.Gahh ikot ah, even da tngok that muvie, hantam sajaa. But moto xckup, so izhar stay je kt mcd. sorry bebeh! =(
Soo balek rumah awal, haha. Sukeee ;D

Izhar, mah sugardaddyy (><)

11th July 2010

2010-08-01T12:21:00.000-07:00

Hazwan call, kata that girl bkn awek u, petsis, i pn kenal ur petsis. Hmph bodoh betol la

Random

2010-07-31T05:16:00.000-07:00

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”

The Girl :)

2010-07-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

I want to be the girl who he thinks is the cutest. Not necessarily the “hottest” or the “prettiest”, but the cutest. Because hotness refers to the body, and god knows mine isn’t perfect. Pretty refers to the face and I know plenty of girls prettier than me. But cuteness is referring to every imperfection that he loves. Every weird little habit. The funny little things that make me different from every other girl he could have. Like how I have a dorky laugh, or I can’t watch gory movies, or the way my hair smells. All of the little things that he notices and adores. I want to be that girl.

Forever ♥

2010-07-30T22:56:00.000-07:00

Girl: I can’t believe you’re breaking up with me.
Boy: Isn’t this what you wanted?
Girl: Why the fuck would I want this?
Boy: You don’t care.
Girl: How do you know?
Boy: …
Girl: We were supposed to be forever. I’m not letting that go. I made you a promise.
Boy: Some promises are meant to be broken.
Girl: Forever to most people is impossible. I know we can make it possible. Forever you and me, forever us, forever together. I’m never leaving your side. I care about you more than anything else. I love you. =(

Right or Wrong

2010-07-30T13:05:00.000-07:00

You know, the right guy won’t get you to change. He won’t subtly pressure you. He won’t tell you who you can and can’t talk to. He won’t hide the fact that you’re hanging out. He’s not gonna tell you you’re wrong for feeling; for being a girl. The right guy will show you off to his friends. He’ll take it as slow as you want. He’ll only go as far as you’re comfortable with. He’ll take you out to places, even if it’s just a fast food place or the store. He’ll actually sit through your stupid, girly Disney movies with you because he just wants to be with you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don’t settle for the wrong guy. You deserve so much more.

LOVE

2010-07-30T12:44:00.000-07:00

It’s all the same. It always ends. Nothing ever lasts. There’s no fairytale ending. There’s no such thing as soulmates. There’s always heartache. People change. They fall out of love even though they promised to be with you forever. Love, what’s the point?

2010-07-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

Everybody says there are plenty other fish in the sea. so i say… are any of them like him, because even though he broke my heart, he’s the only one i’ll ever need.

sometimes a guy says he’ll love you forever even when you know that just means till he finds some other girl.

some people say that they’re strong and can do it on there own but the truth is even they know no one can.

YOU!

2010-07-23T04:17:00.000-07:00

If you apply to at least 20 of these, then you’re absolutely my type of guy.

Guys who spell words in complete spelling. (I hate shortcuts. Geddit?)
Guys who smell good. (Obviously, you know why this is a part of my check-list.)
Guys with brains. Most especially in Math. (“Smart is the new sexy” :> According to my unbiological brother, Jaymes Shrimski. Oh, and Math. Cause I suck at it.)
Guys who I can talk to with just about anything and will listen to my stories whether they’re really girly or corny or boring or non-sense. Whatever. (It kinda pisses us girls if you know we’re really serious about what we’re talking about and you just sit there pretending to listen, tapping your shoes on the ground, fixing your hair, with your head in the clouds. No joke.)
Guys who love me for who I am. (If you love me JUST BECAUSE I’m this.. Or that.. Go find someone else.)
Guys who call me beautiful, instead of hot. (THIS. I know I’m not pretty, and I also know that I’m not hot. But then, I somehow get these “compliments” too. Beautiful is more lady-like and natural, and it focuses more on the inside soul. While hot sounds like you’re just looking at our physical area. It’s more of an insult, maybe. Well, for me. I don’t know with other girls out there.)
Guys who remember every single detail of information. Most likely, the basic ones, like my birthdate, even if I only mentioned it to you once. And the non-basic ones. Like, my favorite ice-cream flavor or whatsoever. (It’s just sweet. Period.)
Guys who know my limits. (At least you know why I don’t want to do THAT.)
Guys who don’t push me to do what he wants me to do, but instead, respects the choice that I make. (I’m me. You can’t just tell me what I have to do. My business, my choice.)
Guys with bright, pretty eyes. (Every girl likes that, just so you know.)
Guys who love their moms. (Um, I don’t know. But oh well.)
Guys who are patient. (It’s not the right time yet, okay?)
Guys who can bake. (It’s cute. And I love baking too, so that makes it better XD)
Guys who I can go shopping with. (It’s rare, if a guy goes frikkin shopping with a girl. And, it’s really adorable, I tell you.)
Guys with nice hair. (Nothing beats this. NOTHING. Got a perfect coiffure? I love you.)
Guys who I can take silly and goofy shots with. (I’m not vain. But just join in the picture. I’d appreciate it. So much.)
Guys who have a good sense of humor. (Giving girls a good laugh is always a definite win.)
Guys who are clean and tidy. (It shows who you really are.. inside.)
Guys who’d watch chick flicks with me. (Admit it. You also get butterflies in your stomach during Blair Waldrof and Chuck Bass’s sweet momentooos.)
Guys who don’t lie. (Honesty is the best policy. Teehee.)
Guys that’ll send me Good Morning and Good Night messages. (Knowing that we just came across your mind, it’s perfect.)
Guys who like cartoons. (I like Spongebob and Phineas and Ferb. Come watch with me? :D)
Guys who play soccer. (Gosh, definitely♥)
Guys who’d go out with me every dismissal. (Cause when you’re there, It makes me forget about the test that I failed in Math and Science.)
Guys who’d keep me away from harm. (My hero? :x)

I want t forget

2010-07-23T04:16:00.001-07:00

I want to restart my life. I want to forget people who’ve hurt me in the past. Even though they also brought me joy, the fact that they hurt me before is still there. I want to erase my memories. I guess I’m just immature like that.

Define Pretending

2010-07-12T07:57:00.000-07:00

Saying you’re OK, but you’re not. That you understand, but you don’t.
Acting like you’re busy, but in reality you’re lonely.
Convincing people that you just want to be friends, but what you really want is more than friends.
When you know that he/she has somebody new, you act like it doesn’t hurt when it really hurts so bad inside.
When you say you’ve moved on, but the truth is you’re still waiting.
When you say it’s over, but you know you still love him/her.
And when you say you can’t relate with this message, but then you really do.

FIFA WORLD CUP

2010-07-10T10:49:00.000-07:00

As I said, spain will win this year! ;D

Hmph =(

2010-07-10T10:48:00.000-07:00

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so that you learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things fall together

10th July 2010

2010-07-10T10:34:00.000-07:00

Hee, lepak ngan my girlssssss, ingt na tngok eclipse, yo yo oh ja suma smlm bajet na tngok that muvie, at last smpai penat2 wayang gila full, woahh, memang sesak gila qb today, maybe sbb ada digi live tours apa bnda tah tu, haih nyemak ja, wee tp jumpa ramai gilaaa budk pfs and sggs. Hahh and makin ramai budk comelll di sana, hee :D
Then bad messaged:
Bad : Syg, i ada wif ur ex lani. heheh
Me : Hah? Kt mana? Tuition kea?
Bad : Mrepek tuition, manada, kt gurney! Nak i kim slm kt dia ka?
Me : Hmph xpayah la, dia pegi ngan sapa? Buat pa sana? Ramai orang x?
Bad : Dia g ngan awek baru dia! Tatau kt dia. Xbrapa ramai sngt
Me : Hah? awek baru? Hmph ;(
Bad : Weh awek baru dia serrr kot! Xmcm ex dia
Me : Hmph dia pilih mesti comei2 pnya :(
Bad : Weh seriously u lagi cute la, i pn tatau dia ni taste apa, aiyoo
Me : Hmm xpe la, i da ilang mood na sronok2 kt qb ni
Bad : Heyy japgi i amek u kt qb ok? We pegi shisha dgn fath and tom, nw tom ada hal, 8pm kita pi ok?
Me : Tngok la cmne, hmph

Pegi kenny, ramai, xmau masok ah! Bengang gila kt qb today, awat ramai sangat2! da la parking penuh, orang ramai, toilet full, kedai makan pn full! GRR! Kuar qb, g kedai makan tepi laut, tringt me wat bbq kt sane. sobsob. hah, lepak sane aje la, bongok sket2 xpe la kot, hadoi. Lepas makan g pantai qb, waaaa tgkp2 gambar, wat kacau sket. Then gerak balek, me malas na kuar jmpa bad, nnt sedeh dgr dia cita

Balek bad text : Waii ada mana, i amek u ok?
Me : I da balek, xmau kuar ah, u g ah
Bad : Alorr, esok kita kuar ok?
Me : Taknak! P kuar sorang2!
Bad : Haih suka mrajuk xabeh2

He keeps pujok me la, idk why la xdak mood la after dpt tau dia ada gf baru, hmph, rindu kau bodhoh :(

Cuti Wednesday!

2010-07-10T10:28:00.000-07:00

Hah penang cuty wednesday, wee sronok!
Da set ngan efan, bad, tom na kuar! Hehe, tapi firdaus takde, alarrr ;(
Efan mood xbaek, gado ngan his mom, iphone and aino kena baling, pasu pecah, waaa orang kaya pnya gado memg cmtoh la kot!
G heineken kejap! Heheh. Ohh censored ka, sorry2 XD
G gurney, bajet na tngok muvie, skali gambar cm bongek, cancel, ingt na g makan la plak, then g tmpt parking, KHI HILANG! ohemgee, KHI baru kot, warna hitam, hmph, sian bad :(
diaorang jd runner, g amek helmet plak, me ngan tom lepak gurney balek, zzzz
meet taqie, and budk2 skola, aiyoo memang time cmni jumpa korang pn! Bad luck gila today!
G khaleel, haha that mamak lagi, aiyoyo. minat kt efan, wakakkak, gelak bagai kt sana, then g tg.bunga, lepak tepi laut, weee suka! Then mcm biasa p mcd, sundae satu round, then ciao cos efan kena balek, hah anak mama la katekn ;D

Cuti Monday!

2010-07-09T08:28:00.001-07:00

Hah monday my school cuti peristiwa bcos of hari KK, haha, yeayyy sronok!
Bangun awal plak dah time cuti, around 8 bangun, woah dasyhat la diniy! :D
Then ada msg, from efan
Efan : Adik, we otw g umah adek, jum jalan2!
Me : Hah? U all xschool kea?
Efan : Alaa biasa la, skola ja pndai, we ponteng ja! XD
Me : Aiyoo my bro, jahat kile, ahh wait im going to take a bath, gimme half an hour!
Efan : Okok we sampai i bagitau

At 9 me da siap, hehe sian diaorang tggu lama2 :P, smpai2 woah ada firdaus la, awwhhh cuteee! Heee me malu2 je kot that time, hehe. Emp bad pn ada jugk, hee.
We pegi breakfast at khaleel, haha lawak kot mamak kt kedai tu, wahahha. then pegi maen bowling, wee me first time maen strike! wahahah suma tkejut, no la, im not fighter pn, bad lagi terror! total score 125! PFFT me 56 jea, zzzz paling rendah! hahah

Then g gurney! tngok muvie free, haha ada kawan diaorang keja situ then dpt free, tatau na masok bilik num brapa, num 4 crita hantu, 9temple! num7 ateam, da penah tngok da!
I ngan bad masok 9temple, fir ngan efan masok a-team, haha boring kot cita hantu thailand tu! Bodoh betol bek layan a-team lagi best! Grr

Pas lepak gurney, g mcd greenlane, bdk2 pfs baru balek, hee so meet ramai gila budk2 from class amanah, haha sukeeee :)
Balek awal lah, suma penat kot, hahah, thats all ciao! :D

The King and I

2010-07-09T08:26:00.001-07:00

Sorry! I cant go there and watch the theater, overslept! ZZZ. Next time ok! I promise X)

Last Minute!

2010-07-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

I balek around 12.30pm cmtu from ari KK,
Bfore leave, afiq ali call,
Afiq : Waii i da mau balek, u ada mana?
Me : Err ada kt skola la, hee, i cari u xjmpa da. Huu
Afiq : Hp u cacat la, msg cnt delivered, aiyoo sian kt me send bnyk msg tau kt u
Me : Ohh yeke, sorry2! and sorry xleh stay lama2 ngan u tadi, ramai sngt kawan!
Afiq : Haha xpe, i da nmpk u naek mini bike pn comelll, ok la tu, heheh
Me : Aiyoo manada, me xreti bawak pn, kaki xmuat! Whahaha
Afiq : Hahah yeaa, youu bising gila kt sini, u da nak balek ka? Mana nak tau u nak i sent you back kea. Heheh
Me : Err xpe kot afiq, i try call my dad dlu ok, u balek la dulu
Afiq : Haa okok, ptg nnt teman me g futsal kt pdg kota ok!
Me : Ahah insyallah, kk bising gila ni, xdgr apa u kata, tc. bbye! :D

Hurh, act i malas na lebeh2 with afiq, cos kawan i minat dia, and if i do so nmpk cm i betrayed my kawan plak, hurm, pening la sorang2 prngai aneh2 -_-"

Then jumpa fath, dia kata mau balek da, so ok me pn kata ok, then dia ajak lepak mcd jap with bdk2 pfs suma, err me call my dad, then my dad kata okay pegi je la, i pegi lah ramai2 with bad, tom, haikal, amirul, jamil, ramai lagi lah xingt la! Then dok mcd jap, rasa rimas, yela dari pagi buat keje, then diaorang ajak pegi qb tngok muvie plak, aiyoo wtf me with tudung and baju PJ pegi qb? HELL NO! Bad antar me g rumah, i changed my clothes suma, then baru pegi mcd balek then ramai2 pegi qb, aiyoo comot gila! :( Tp diaorang bgtau comel, hah pndai bg i sedap ati nohhh kau orang ni! So lepak2 qb sat, then pegi salam, makan, ujan lebat gila, cancel la na pegi pdg kota, balek pnya awai kitaorang! PFFT bengang ja 8pm da ada rumah!

P/s : Nice to meet you new friendsss :)

3rd July 2010 - 2K BESTARI

2010-07-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

Hah, pagi tu mandi2 then g skola, g skola kul 8 jugk! Bcos of my dad la suma neh, hahah lembappp XD
Dtg, yaya and pika da tggu kt luar gate, marah2 me lambat, alaa sorry la, then diaorang pasang belon, prepare soya suma, ice cubes etc
Then suma da cute, aww ada bear2 suma lagi at our gerai, agaga, with loves~
1st customer! Wee gila2, me served, tuang soya! wahahah :P
Then around 10 cmtu, da rasa lapar, sobsob, dorang g beli makanan, then makan sikit, then rasa boring, pegi beli makanan wif yaya, huu act bkn na beli makan sngt pn, nak tngok dia ada ke tak je! :(
At 11.30, dia dtg! Woah, i realized that our jeans sama mcm our 1st date jeans! Wuu rindu gila kt bie T.T
Tp i xsuka one thing la, my boyfriendsss, diaorang mcm perak, they dont know anythng and acting like one! Me dtg2 gerai jea suma usha pelik, and keep saying his name, i knew dia pn rasa rimas orang buat cmtu, im sorry, me too :( they're making our relationship more far away~

Gladly, i cm suke cos ramai yg dtg bcos of me! Heheh, dorang siap janji2, thanks yaaa kauorang suma, efan, fath, afiq ali, amirul ilham, sheikh, hazwan, tom, sume la sume la, ramai gileee kawan2 yg dtg especially budk pfs! and fo sho him, (:

P/s : The only way I can meet you mcm ni jela hmph =(

3rd July 2010 - 2K BESTARI

2010-07-09T07:56:00.000-07:00

Before 2K BESTARI

2010-07-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

Nahh 2k bestari, tringat last year, when I've a crush with f3 students, awhh comelll :)
Emp, but not now, Im really hurts this year, T_T
We dpt gerai num 1, woah not so luck! Paling hujung, sobsob, tapi xpe, cos our gerai yg paling best and cute! Hee cos we ada MINI BIKE! Yeay search google yeh if na tau apa bnda tu, haha :D
So, jumaat tu suma stay rumah pika, till 7pm, then g skola! hias2 kedai, then ujan plak, aiyooo kena balek la, angin kuat gilaa! 8.30 smpai rumah, then don't know what to do, penat and mengantok then tido! ;D
Wake up at 12am, grrr, makan, then sambong buat decoration for our gerai, hah last2 me tak sleep till pagi, wee best jugk kadang2 stay up malam ni, hahah :)

1st July 2010

2010-07-04T03:46:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, my first! =(
Bufday you, but idk wht cn i do
I guna my new num, text you at 12.50am

HB =)

Then u rep

Thnxx.. Btw who is this?

Then i rep

0105 (: tc!

0105 stands for 1st may, my bufday and first time we meet, hmph 1st may and 1st june, I do miss us, have a blast birthday, dont forget me :(

Mcd

2010-07-04T03:37:00.000-07:00

Ari rabu, biasa la, pegi mcd lepak sane, then time kt luar skola, efan tggu! Aiyoo kn da kate jmpe kt mcd ja, Haih. Tp degil btoi my bro ni, na ikot jugk pegi mane i na pegi, so okayyy. kita orang pegi beli soya, haha then baru pegi mcd, jmpa firdaus kt sane, awww comeyhhh :P
Then saja buat2 mrajuk dgn dia, Heheh, dia wat malu plak, panggil tagline yg i suka guna

Firdaus : SAYANGGGGGGG
My friends : Psst, mcm kenai ja ayat sapa, dia pggil dpn2 orang ramai, xmalu ka diatu!
Me : Err tatau kt dia, da la guna ayat bisyri, aiyoyo :(
Firdaus : Sayanggg, sayang ni comeiii la :P
My friends : Hahah gila la mamat tu, dok pggil ang xbrenti

Me malas nak layan, haih, efan dtg, kata fir na jmpa, xmauuu, na wat account ni xabes lagi, ayoyo. Then fir call, me xangkt, konon mrajuk, then dia msg

'Rajen stdy ek, smpai lupa kt i'

Haih biar la, i na mrajuk gak, wahahah malam baru text dia balek, wee syg ni comeiii la :)

Oh boyyy

2010-07-04T03:36:00.000-07:00

Saw u again, dpn skola, u senyum, you look super cute when you smile
Uwaaaa T.T

School

2010-07-04T03:35:00.000-07:00

Jmpa u time balek, dgn izat. wuu, kenape dgn moto u? ada apa2 ka? pancit lagi ke mcm aritu? Erghhh nak tnye kt sapa neh! PFFT!

Penang Free School Drumbattle

2010-07-04T03:21:00.000-07:00

So today, 27th June, PFS ada drumbattle, lawan dgn SGGS, jit sin, BM High school. So i pegi sana sbb dijemput! Oleh budk2 PFS and SGGS. So okayy dtg support je la, start pukul 5pm, so i dtg la 5.30 cmtu, hmph, ingt dia xkn dtg, cos dia abeh tusyen kul 5! And i dtg2 ja, tnampak jim, hati xsedap da, saja act cool, but not so cool la, then nampak izzat bakar, izzat suhaimi, OHH MYY. mcm geng dia ramai ja... so dia mesti nnt dtg sini gak. Hmph xpe2 i pegi kt fath and efan, lepak kopitiam, then efan kata

Efan : Td bish ada, xnmpk ka?
Me : Ehh?
Efan : Laarr, watpa i na tipu, dia ada la dekat group tu, time u call firdaus td
Me : Sobsob jgn la dok bg me sedeh my broo!
Efan : Bkn la, td group tu suma tngok you, then i heran la, tngok balek, rupa2nya bish dok ada kt sana, wawawa :D
Me : Biar jela, dtng na tgok drumline, bkn bisyri :(

Tngok SGGS buat performance, waaa cool gila!
Then PFS, super coolio :D

Firdaus dtg, awhhh cutieee, fath da nak balek, tggal me ja, so pegi makan at pelita, then pegi jalan kt padang kota, aiyooo. Best kott haha
Rinduuu you suma even u all na sepak i bila i cakap pasal bisyri. I xbleh control la, hadoi sorry la :(

Balek tu hazwan call,
Hazwan : Amboii dia jalan style xtgur sumaa.
Me : Wehh i xnmpk u larr
Hazwan : Yaka? I pn mula2 xnmpk, i ada kt geng2 bish la, then tiba2 depa cakap kata u ada. So i tngok ja la. Wuuuu :D
Me : Haa yaka, bkn na tegoq, i tngh sedeh kot tngok bish
Hazwan : Yaka sedeh? Mcm sronok ja ngan irfan td. Rilek la, u kn bajet comeyyy nnt ada lagi hensem dari bish pnya u bleh dpt
Me : Haaaaa jgn dok men2, JUM TNGOK BOLA LA!

Dpn2 dua orang tu da ready, dua yg kt blkg tu hampehh!

1st Month

2010-07-04T03:19:00.000-07:00

1month without you, its sucks, i swear! Pegi mcd, ingt u xde, cos every wed u ade tusyen ptg, so ingt u xlepak mcd, but u ada, wif jim, azfar. Hmph, i xselesa gila bila u ada, dgn my friends lagi keep saying bout you, i cant stand it. BABYY IMISSYOU FREAKING MUCHHHH!

The truth

2010-07-04T03:17:00.000-07:00

Everyone says love hurts. Love isnt hurts. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts.

P/s : Its true, Im stuck on you

Romeo :)

2010-07-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

Skola start, aixad romantic gila on that day, waaa dye g carik awek dia satu dunia i rasa, dgn ujan2, woah that girl pn rilek je jalan balek skola, me tnampak dia jalan sorang2, suro amy stop, suro dia tggu situ, we pergi pggel aixad, dtg skola, aixad pnya moto ada, but dia xda, pegi masok dlm sket, nmpk dia dok g round skola cari that girl, then we bgtau la gf dia da pegi sana, dia cepat2 vroom moto dia, wahhh esok jgn lupa blanje i makan yeh! Da janji kan? XD

P/s : I wish you were him babyboo

20th June 2010

2010-07-04T03:09:00.001-07:00

Bajet na pegi jog, at last, bangun pnya awal, yaya ada bawah, cewahh pakai sluar, baju, dgn tuala kecik lagi, mati2 ingt na pegi jog, last2 pegi gurney, makan kt khaleel! Wakakak, orang luar tngok pn mesti ingt kitaorang baru balek jog pnya, muahaha. Pekena roti tisu and tosei! 1st time rasa tosei, yucks, i still xsuka! Grr
Then pegi TS! Hahah orang xbukak lagi we ja ada pn, wat kacauu, huu =)

P/s : And I miss you, boy :)

They says

2010-07-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

Be strong Diniy - Hazwan and Azfar

Thanks buddy! but I dont think I could make it

After Tuition

2010-07-04T02:57:00.000-07:00

Haha mcm after school plak :P
No la, after tuition me pegi lepak beach dkt dpn flamingo hotel dgn afiq
Wahh, the scenery! I wish you were here! And bila ckp pasal flamingo, tringat when he texted me bagitau he'll stay kt that hotel sbb teman kawan dia from bertam yg dtg penang
HMM, so every single things that i saw suma tringat dia, =(

Tsk Tsk

2010-07-04T02:55:00.001-07:00

The feeling when your place had been replaced
I kept your promise, dont break it :(

Tesco =)

2010-07-04T02:38:00.001-07:00

Heh, malam tu, dpt msg from jim, quite sad, hmm.
Xbole pegi tsyen, cos if pegi pn apa pn xkn tau, so i call afiq ali, tnya dia ada kt na, then dia pn cm tau ja me tngh sad, muka nanges! 15mins later, dia dtng,
Afiq : Suda2, i xsuka tngok girl nanges
Me : Emp okayyy, tsk tsk
Afiq : Jumm! Teman i pegi tesco, beli barang fr BBQ esok, akmal, anip, haziq, suma da ada kt sana! Hee
Me : Ohh okayy! Jom2

Pegi tesco, jmpa kawan2 dia, then tiba2 tringat last month time me na buat bbq, shopping kt tesco yg sama, so i lah yg conduct suma, diaorang ni noob, suma xpenah buat, afiq panggil i 'map bergerak, satu tesco dia hafal' haha
Not hafal la afiq, da pernah buat. Haih

P/s : RINDU YOUU, SUMPAH!

16th June 2010

2010-07-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

I ingt u ada sana, then i pegi gurney with yaya, but naluri kata u xdak, so xpe la, pegi je, tngok2 kejap, then da cari u xde. Pegi padang kota, makan mee sotong, milkshake, cendol, haish. Then pegi prangin, cari sim baru, cos na tuka num, tanak cntact wif you, hmm =(

15th June 2010

2010-07-04T02:19:00.000-07:00

Lepak umah PIKA, nothing much, hmph

Last month, im sorry for being impatient, immature, and irritating everyday when Im with you. I miss your lips :(

Karate Kid!

2010-06-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

Meet fath, efan and other pfs pnya budak, woahh semakin hari semakin rapat ngan bdk pfs, ayoyo~
Tngok karate kid! Gila lawak XD
Okie la 4.5 stars! Ta boringgg

New Friends

2010-06-11T11:37:00.000-07:00

Meet afiq ali, haha wat menyangkak kt qb,
Boring tatau na wat apa g tngok gmbr setan (lagenda budk setan) 2nd time
Haih part nanges kami gelak, part gelak kami gelak square
Haha TOYA SUNGGUH!
Xbrapa na gila cos 1st time meet, haha
Btw nice to meet you dude!