LOVE

It’s all the same. It always ends. Nothing ever lasts. There’s no fairytale ending. There’s no such thing as soulmates. There’s always heartache. People change. They fall out of love even though they promised to be with you forever. Love, what’s the point?

Everybody says there are plenty other fish in the sea. so i say… are any of them like him, because even though he broke my heart, he’s the only one i’ll ever need.

sometimes a guy says he’ll love you forever even when you know that just means till he finds some other girl.

some people say that they’re strong and can do it on there own but the truth is even they know no one can.

YOU!

If you apply to at least 20 of these, then you’re absolutely my type of guy.

1. Guys who spell words in complete spelling. (I hate shortcuts. Geddit?)
2. Guys who smell good. (Obviously, you know why this is a part of my check-list.)
3. Guys with brains. Most especially in Math. (“Smart is the new sexy” :> According to my unbiological brother, Jaymes Shrimski. Oh, and Math. Cause I suck at it.)
4. Guys who I can talk to with just about anything and will listen to my stories whether they’re really girly or corny or boring or non-sense. Whatever. (It kinda pisses us girls if you know we’re really serious about what we’re talking about and you just sit there pretending to listen, tapping your shoes on the ground, fixing your hair, with your head in the clouds. No joke.)
5. Guys who love me for who I am. (If you love me JUST BECAUSE I’m this.. Or that.. Go find someone else.)
6. Guys who call me beautiful, instead of hot. (THIS. I know I’m not pretty, and I also know that I’m not hot. But then, I somehow get these “compliments” too. Beautiful is more lady-like and natural, and it focuses more on the inside soul. While hot sounds like you’re just looking at our physical area. It’s more of an insult, maybe. Well, for me. I don’t know with other girls out there.)
7. Guys who remember every single detail of information. Most likely, the basic ones, like my birthdate, even if I only mentioned it to you once. And the non-basic ones. Like, my favorite ice-cream flavor or whatsoever. (It’s just sweet. Period.)
8. Guys who know my limits. (At least you know why I don’t want to do THAT.)
9. Guys who don’t push me to do what he wants me to do, but instead, respects the choice that I make. (I’m me. You can’t just tell me what I have to do. My business, my choice.)
10. Guys with bright, pretty eyes. (Every girl likes that, just so you know.)
11. Guys who love their moms. (Um, I don’t know. But oh well.)
12. Guys who are patient. (It’s not the right time yet, okay?)
13. Guys who can bake. (It’s cute. And I love baking too, so that makes it better XD)
14. Guys who I can go shopping with. (It’s rare, if a guy goes frikkin shopping with a girl. And, it’s really adorable, I tell you.)
15. Guys with nice hair. (Nothing beats this. NOTHING. Got a perfect coiffure? I love you.)
16. Guys who I can take silly and goofy shots with. (I’m not vain. But just join in the picture. I’d appreciate it. So much.)
17. Guys who have a good sense of humor. (Giving girls a good laugh is always a definite win.)
18. Guys who are clean and tidy. (It shows who you really are.. inside.)
19. Guys who’d watch chick flicks with me. (Admit it. You also get butterflies in your stomach during Blair Waldrof and Chuck Bass’s sweet momentooos.)
20. Guys who don’t lie. (Honesty is the best policy. Teehee.)
21. Guys that’ll send me Good Morning and Good Night messages. (Knowing that we just came across your mind, it’s perfect.)
22. Guys who like cartoons. (I like Spongebob and Phineas and Ferb. Come watch with me? :D)
23. Guys who play soccer. (Gosh, definitely♥)
24. Guys who’d go out with me every dismissal. (Cause when you’re there, It makes me forget about the test that I failed in Math and Science.)
25. Guys who’d keep me away from harm. (My hero? :x)

I want t forget

I want to restart my life. I want to forget people who’ve hurt me in the past. Even though they also brought me joy, the fact that they hurt me before is still there. I want to erase my memories. I guess I’m just immature like that.

Define Pretending

• Saying you’re OK, but you’re not. That you understand, but you don’t.
• Acting like you’re busy, but in reality you’re lonely.
• Convincing people that you just want to be friends, but what you really want is more than friends.
• When you know that he/she has somebody new, you act like it doesn’t hurt when it really hurts so bad inside.
• When you say you’ve moved on, but the truth is you’re still waiting.
• When you say it’s over, but you know you still love him/her.
• And when you say you can’t relate with this message, but then you really do.

FIFA WORLD CUP

As I said, spain will win this year! ;D

Hmph =(

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so that you learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things fall together

10th July 2010

Hee, lepak ngan my girlssssss, ingt na tngok eclipse, yo yo oh ja suma smlm bajet na tngok that muvie, at last smpai penat2 wayang gila full, woahh, memang sesak gila qb today, maybe sbb ada digi live tours apa bnda tah tu, haih nyemak ja, wee tp jumpa ramai gilaaa budk pfs and sggs. Hahh and makin ramai budk comelll di sana, hee :D
Then bad messaged:
Bad : Syg, i ada wif ur ex lani. heheh
Me : Hah? Kt mana? Tuition kea?
Bad : Mrepek tuition, manada, kt gurney! Nak i kim slm kt dia ka?
Me : Hmph xpayah la, dia pegi ngan sapa? Buat pa sana? Ramai orang x?
Bad : Dia g ngan awek baru dia! Tatau kt dia. Xbrapa ramai sngt
Me : Hah? awek baru? Hmph ;(
Bad : Weh awek baru dia serrr kot! Xmcm ex dia
Me : Hmph dia pilih mesti comei2 pnya :(
Bad : Weh seriously u lagi cute la, i pn tatau dia ni taste apa, aiyoo
Me : Hmm xpe la, i da ilang mood na sronok2 kt qb ni
Bad : Heyy japgi i amek u kt qb ok? We pegi shisha dgn fath and tom, nw tom ada hal, 8pm kita pi ok?
Me : Tngok la cmne, hmph

Pegi kenny, ramai, xmau masok ah! Bengang gila kt qb today, awat ramai sangat2! da la parking penuh, orang ramai, toilet full, kedai makan pn full! GRR! Kuar qb, g kedai makan tepi laut, tringt me wat bbq kt sane. sobsob. hah, lepak sane aje la, bongok sket2 xpe la kot, hadoi. Lepas makan g pantai qb, waaaa tgkp2 gambar, wat kacau sket. Then gerak balek, me malas na kuar jmpa bad, nnt sedeh dgr dia cita

Balek bad text : Waii ada mana, i amek u ok?
Me : I da balek, xmau kuar ah, u g ah
Bad : Alorr, esok kita kuar ok?
Me : Taknak! P kuar sorang2!
Bad : Haih suka mrajuk xabeh2

He keeps pujok me la, idk why la xdak mood la after dpt tau dia ada gf baru, hmph, rindu kau bodhoh :(

Cuti Wednesday!

Hah penang cuty wednesday, wee sronok!
Da set ngan efan, bad, tom na kuar! Hehe, tapi firdaus takde, alarrr ;(
Efan mood xbaek, gado ngan his mom, iphone and aino kena baling, pasu pecah, waaa orang kaya pnya gado memg cmtoh la kot!
G heineken kejap! Heheh. Ohh censored ka, sorry2 XD
G gurney, bajet na tngok muvie, skali gambar cm bongek, cancel, ingt na g makan la plak, then g tmpt parking, KHI HILANG! ohemgee, KHI baru kot, warna hitam, hmph, sian bad :(
diaorang jd runner, g amek helmet plak, me ngan tom lepak gurney balek, zzzz
meet taqie, and budk2 skola, aiyoo memang time cmni jumpa korang pn! Bad luck gila today!
G khaleel, haha that mamak lagi, aiyoyo. minat kt efan, wakakkak, gelak bagai kt sana, then g tg.bunga, lepak tepi laut, weee suka! Then mcm biasa p mcd, sundae satu round, then ciao cos efan kena balek, hah anak mama la katekn ;D

Cuti Monday!

Hah monday my school cuti peristiwa bcos of hari KK, haha, yeayyy sronok!
Bangun awal plak dah time cuti, around 8 bangun, woah dasyhat la diniy! :D
Then ada msg, from efan
Efan : Adik, we otw g umah adek, jum jalan2!
Me : Hah? U all xschool kea?
Efan : Alaa biasa la, skola ja pndai, we ponteng ja! XD
Me : Aiyoo my bro, jahat kile, ahh wait im going to take a bath, gimme half an hour!
Efan : Okok we sampai i bagitau

At 9 me da siap, hehe sian diaorang tggu lama2 :P, smpai2 woah ada firdaus la, awwhhh cuteee! Heee me malu2 je kot that time, hehe. Emp bad pn ada jugk, hee.
We pegi breakfast at khaleel, haha lawak kot mamak kt kedai tu, wahahha. then pegi maen bowling, wee me first time maen strike! wahahah suma tkejut, no la, im not fighter pn, bad lagi terror! total score 125! PFFT me 56 jea, zzzz paling rendah! hahah

Then g gurney! tngok muvie free, haha ada kawan diaorang keja situ then dpt free, tatau na masok bilik num brapa, num 4 crita hantu, 9temple! num7 ateam, da penah tngok da!
I ngan bad masok 9temple, fir ngan efan masok a-team, haha boring kot cita hantu thailand tu! Bodoh betol bek layan a-team lagi best! Grr

Pas lepak gurney, g mcd greenlane, bdk2 pfs baru balek, hee so meet ramai gila budk2 from class amanah, haha sukeeee :)
Balek awal lah, suma penat kot, hahah, thats all ciao! :D